September 24, 2007

• On days like this, I simply feel dangerous and overly self-destructive. Hungry to break something or someone, even if I end up destroying myself in the process. I need a scapegoat to lay my burden of life's misfortunes and lose myself in the process. Fuel for my fire. A life without misfortune and tragedy can't be a touching story.

  I have no output for all my stress at the moment. My gym at BCIT has been shut down because it flooded during the recent rain storm last week. Maybe I'll start running again tomorrow. High intensity training; run until my heart feels like it's going to explode, then push even harder until I feel like I'm about to die. That should do it.

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