January 15, 2004

• Chronic Anxiety___________________________________
  Everything seems to be slowly drifting away. I get so depressed ever so often, it's like a big gaping hole just opens up within my soul, a piece of me that has been torn away so long ago. Such sorrow leaves the bitter taste of inadequacy, as if I were not meant for this world. Anxiety is not a pretty feeling; I often find myself sitting in the darkness thinking to myself. Why? How? When? I miss the times when I had someone I could honestly talk to, I mean… I have friends, but I don’t actually tell them what’s up. Really, what is life? Is this it? Or is there something I missed?

  
  

   

  
  

  Formal Day___________________________________
  Yea, our unofficial formal day today. Alot of people dressed up, the only thing is that it sucked ass having to wear a suit on a rainy day. I still don't like my suit that much. Oh well.

  
  

   

  
  

  On another note____________________________________

  
  

  Free myself from these digital shackles. Tomorrow I will experiment.

  • 2:36 am
  • 8 Comments