August 2, 2003

• It’s 11:26 PM at night, I’m exhausted physically and mentally. I feel like just crashing right now, but I’m going to wait for her call, it’s worth it to me. Damn it, why am I so love sick. This always happens to me somehow no matter who it is every year. Except I know her more than anyone before, and this is the strongest ever… Damn it. It’s funny how people meet through tiny incidences, without these incidences they would never meet. Humans will always yearn, want, and need for something… Machines will merely attempt to complete the task that they were programmed to proceed without emotion. 

  
  

  The “week” (weekend excluded) worn me out pretty bad, I barely had the chance to work out that much even last week. One more week of hell, I thought normal school was hell but summerschool truely is hell depending on what course you take. Three tests in one week and I’ve managed to keep my head above water without drowning, sure I’ve drank a good amount of the ocean – but I’m alive!

  
  

  Yesterday, Eric came over to use my gym downstairs… Worked out then went for bubble tea. Ahah, some guy was walking towards Eric while mumbling some gibberish or words in a foreign language that was unidentifiable. He spoke in a very strange, grumpy manner – but we kept on walking and past him. After that I laughed so hard, that guy was a total fruit. I thought he was gonna give him some lecture. Some people are really strange, at least I have the confidence to LOUDLY laugh in their face half of the time. I can act like a total tard aswell and I feed off those “WTF?!?” looks that I get from it, it’s so enjoyable. Free entertainment.

  
  

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