July 29, 2003

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  Damn it, just when everything is going smooth life bites you in the ass to tell you that you’re stupid. Just when life sucks life bites you in the ass a second time to FORCE you to KNOW that it’s not supposed to be comfortable. All right, I might retake Math 11 during the normal school year. I’m not quite getting a C… more like a negative C. Damn, I am stupid. At least I’m getting higher than some people - It makes me feel much better seeing people spew their blood all over the sidewalk when I cut myself on an envelope.

  
  

  Secondly, why did I have to be born to a father that smokes. Sure, it kills – But, that’s not the point I’m trying to get across. My jaw is dislocated due to grinding my jaws while I sleep and I have only two options to fix it. Give it many years (as my father did, and it worked) OR get braces, which he is too poor to afford. I know, it sounds rather self centered and ridiculous. But, smoking not only is the leading cause of various diseases – but, also the cause of poverty. They should put lables reading “Purchasing may cause poverty” on those poisonous sticks which burn all around the world.

  
  

  SMOKING. It also pisses off non-smokers, such as I if I see some ugly person smoking right NEXT to me. It makes me want to walk up to them with a heavy maul and smash their brains into a fine paste upon the pavement, and that’s after I torture them to death by placing a starved rat into a deep gash compliments of me. Smoking = Bad. I know, I can control myself and I don’t need anger management. But, geez I shall blame all you smokers for my poor stamina. Give some consideration to the non-smokers, and really I don’t give a shit or a fuck if you are smoking in the outdoor or smoking section of a restaurant. Go smoke at home with a fishbowl over your head, hopefully you’ll suffocate. BTW I’m talking about CIGARETTES, cigars don’t smell as horrible and and weed doesn’t either. All are bad, bad, bad, but worst of all I hate people smoking their cigarettes.

  
  

  Enough ranting today, it’s really not helping as a motivator in anyway. Possibly even making things worse.

  
  

  Anyhoo, damn. Tiffany is one of the best friends I could ever have. She phoned me over 37 times, msn messaged me, signed my AA guestbook (I have no idea how this helps), AND SMSed messaged me once to get me to wake up and do my homework at 5 AM in the morning. Ahh, thanks hunnie I really don’t know what I would do without you. Ahah, my best buddy… She’s sooo sweeet.

  
  

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