Yesterday, during lunch/work, my father wanted to goto McDonald's, because it's quick. (If I were by myself I would rather eat absolute nothing and skip lunch, than to waste money on over priced garbage.)

Now, 1 minute passes by since we sit down with our foods and in my peripheral vision a blue eyed neanderthal is staring at me. I have no idea why. Perhaps he's looking at my news paper. Perhaps he's a racist. Old people can be racist. I have/had somewhat mildly racist grandparents who grew up in racist environments. Why the hell is he staring at me?

Next, the man gets out of his seat and shuffles towards our table and reaches his hand out? WTF. He landed his hand on top of my father's french fries and grabs a handful, shoves them halfway in his mouth with the ends sticking out and shuffles his feet back to his seat. Everyone around us was practically stunned. My father yelled at him and then some Thailand accent caretaker comes by 2 minutes later and apologizes. After that I figure the man is either retarded and senile, or just plainly senile.

Throughout the day I played that same situation through my head and wondered what I would do. I couldn't exactly punch his face in and throw him into a wall. Maybe if he was younger and had some sense of mentality. There really isn't anything you can do to justify the situation. If you're that old, you could rob a bank and get away with a slap on the wrist. Fucking brilliant.

My car insurance is due for renewal in December and I've decided that I'm going to drive the '92 Maxima GXE for another year or so. I don't want to buy a car if its not fully in cash, because there is no reason to give ANY free money to the banks. Secondly, there's a bunch of car maintenance things that I have to and some things that I want to do.

NEED TO DO: Renew insurance, test air care, full service, buy new all season tires, install new brake pads.
COST: $700+

WANT TO DO: Replace antenna, fix dents on right side doors at a PDR, replace rear speakers, upgrade horns, install fog lights, etc.
COST: ?

Christmas season is coming up and I'll have to shop for gifts soon. Freaking December, kills me every year. Last year my credit card bill for December was about $1,800. Not because of other people's gifts, but also boxing day sales. I always pay it in full, but I having money in the bank is always better than not.

Also need to buy a new phone soon. My current one's buttons are intermittent from working in construction around dust and getting beaten up in my pockets. Considering G3, but my main concern is that I'll end up destroying the screen.

It's surprisingly difficult for me to find a pair of pants that fit well, look somewhat stylish, and don't rob me of all my money. I'm picky with clothes and I'm growing, my legs are growing. Yes, I love it, but sadly that just makes the average pair of pants look tight on me. I'm NOT going for any skinny jeans emo look, my legs are like 4x the size of emo legs. I hate shopping, picking a pair of jeans and getting pissed off because I can't fit my legs in. I've pretty much given up on jeans and have converted to cargo pants. Thin waist, big legs... WTF to get clothes that aren't made for gangsters that wear their pants hanging off their asses? Getting sidetracked, but - I've always wondered how those thugs manage to defeat the laws of gravity and keep their pants magically floating in midair. They should be on the National Geographic or Discovery channel. Getting sidetracked again, I miss watching those channels. I'm going to watch some of that right now.

I've been reading some of my older posts dating back to 2003 and I'm quite amazed at how I've changed my ways. I used to vent a lot of my withheld aggression and it seems to be a very different person from who I am now. Right now I'm more relaxed, I rarely ever get sick, and I have many things to do. There's very little boredom in my life and I rarely feel the need for further enlightenment, but ever so often my past addictions begin to set in and I have these cravings to play games. I miss playing computer games and video games, but as of late I really shouldn't for I can't afford to spare the time. If I were to have the time I'd quickly hop over to the nearest store and pick up a copy of Warhammer Online.

Replace your freaking headlights, you fucking dickbags! How many "one-eyed" cars have I seen today in the dark? Too fucking many. It's raining too. Today I saw 3 cars all in the same lane with one of their headlights out.