June 20, 2008
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Sometimes I feel as if I'm losing my mind.
Yearning for clairvoyance, there is only so much which can be done.
Many a time I'll discover myself involuntarily pondering upon the most disgusting and unfathomably wrong thing that I could do in one situation. In the end my morales and conscious mind will kick in and tell me, "NO." I'll find myself quietly whispering aloud, "no, no, NO, NO..."
Of course I can only say so much, through writing or words, because my thoughts can be so horrible that even I attempt to avoid reminiscing upon such nightmares.
Sometimes I wonder, what if one was to go into my mind and eliminate the restraints that tell me what is right and what is wrong.
How far would I go?
What deeds would one accomplish?
In the end it is obvious that a mad dog could only last so long before it is shot down. Even those who go to the darkest depths know when to stop and take a breather. When to hide before lashing upon the world once again.
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you cannot restrain your thoughts and feelings, but you should restrain your actions.
Let me find out your a serial killer like me on a low low.
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