March 13, 2008
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I've stopped training for a good few months and lost much strength and much weight. Not only that I haven't been walking anywhere and everywhere like I used to. Right now I'm stocking up on supplements and iron plates in my room to prepare for my second wind this summer. This year I'm hoping to train every day and do the grouse grind twice a week. I'll be a complete beast by this fall.
Although, I already know that my mind is pretty fucked up for normal people standards, it's not like I'm completely insane and constantly chant 'KILL' in the back of my head. Just sometimes, but yes after a while it gets a bit sickening and I start to feel unwell, for the thoughts won't always subside.Last week the only place to park my car was next to a couple of drug addicts snorting some substances off the sidewalk. (Literally a 'couple,' for there was a male and female.) The first thing that came into my mind is that I want to remove a cludgel from the trunk of my car and bludgeon their faces into the sidewalk until such heads are simply indistinguishable from any other clump of blended animal imaginable. It was an sudden urge that came out of nowhere, a craving that I hopefully won't have to satisfy. (Although, everyone loves to be satisfied.) I hate drug addicts, homeless people, and prostitutes. Simply said, trash is trash, you can't turn trash into anything else.
Comments (9)
Sounds like a rough day. Or is it a rough life?
All the best, M.
Well at least you have a healthy means to vent those thoughts, like on here.
Some people have fallen, but it doesn't mean that trash can't be recycled.
I can't tell you how many times I've had that same thought..
and what is your job?
^^(2) I agree. Not all people are trash, people can be recyclable.
Why do you hate the homeless??
trash can = treasure chest for the homeless. i've bested your logic!
I don't know what kind of jobs they offer over there, but given the homeless' socioeconomic status they can't make much of a difference out of improving their lives living off minimum wage, for example. Maybe they don't have the skills/experience for those jobs?
The economic situation is different over here. Bums/homeless here are pretty much hopeless, but yeah I agree that it's stupid of them to consume on garbage like drugs & alcohol instead of saving for something more worthy. At the same time, it's hard for them to even save cause they gotta eat too! xD~
Worker shortage, eh? Maybe I should move there
Is that a hairy beast or a hairless beast?
Sounds like you need a Big Mac of something.
What if you became one?
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