October 1, 2007
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I want to move out in a year or so.
Fuck I am so stressed out, I've been getting pissed off at everything lately. Exams, people, and myself.
I really can't wait until I can comfortably support myself completely. Sure, I'm pretty independent at the moment. I make good wages, pay rent, and buy my own food, but I still live at home with my shitty dad and have to deal with his smoking and bitter nagging. You know, school wouldn't be anywhere near as stressful if I didn't work with him. If I fuck up, I guarantee that he would simultaneously boast about how good he was and how shitty I did. Work is even worse. I have to put up with his shit talking at work and then he'll continue to bitch and moan about the same shit at home. Secondly, I hate people who ask absolutely redundant questions and expect and answer, they should really learn to shut it and keep to theirselves.
In an ideal world I can live on my own and sever all ties with my family. Sure, other people would think of such to be absurd, but for me, it's actually quite reasonable. I don't have great family relations like some people may. In the past I would envy those with nuclear families and strong family ties, but to me that doesn't matter one bit anymore. I rarely ever see or hear from my mother already; probably only once a year. To me, family is expendable. A tool to be used and tossed away once it completes its purpose.
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i would assume [99%] after you've finished your apprentice-ship , you're looking for another employer.
hah, you should quit working with your dad. everybody knows that working with your family is suicide.
why thank you.
Blech, its Tuesday (again). I've said it before and I'll say it again, Tuesday always seems so much worse than Monday in the regard that it just seems longer. Maybe its one of those theory of relativity things in that it only seems longer because its still the beginning of the week and yet I'm already bored with the week. But enough of that, I just wanted to stop by and see how you were doing. Howdy!
- Bek
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