First shipment of Spike, BCAA’s, and creatine monohydrate. Now I just need to buy more food.

Measured myself at the gym today after working out for two hours. I’m now 177.5 lbs; now, I just need to gain 20 more.

Thinking of taking MMA course at BCIT. I want to learn a bit of martial arts and boxing before I get too old.

I haven’t been deleting emails for the past few months because my hotmail has 2 gb of space. There are 1790 messages in my inbox and 790 unread. I get a lot of spam and as of lately its has been getting even more disgusting. Very disgusting.

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We are in dire need of the motivation to push harder and struggle past the threshold in which the mind limits the body through pain and fatigue. Although I may appear to be struggling, tattered, and worn, no plateau will stand in my way. I will break through whatever barriers need be it my own mental or physical incapacity or anyone that stands before me. I have barely glimpsed several times upon my own insanity in which is the very catalyst to achieving such higher goals. Within it, exists nothing but a void of emotions entitling me to complete and utter tunnel vision. When our mind falls into this trance, we will only see a single light, our very goal. At this point all will be expendable, for nothing will matter, except that very goal.

I’m going to check out the gym at BCIT tomorrow. I want to get stronger and learn better form, but I still need a spotting partner. Also, I’ve been thinking of doing wall climbing there. Maybe I’ll plan my test for Thursday so that I can drop in anytime.

I wish I knew someone who worked out regularly.

>>>>> Just found out the gym is free for students. What the fuck? Awesome.

I just browsed through my old posts from the first one, until some time in 2004. Pretty interesting stuff to see how much different or not so different I am. One things for sure, I don’t think that I write as well. In the past I used a much larger vocabulary and such, now I think I’m too lazy to bother. I’m pretty blunt now, I don’t even use words of excess.

In the golden days of Xanga, people would write their blogs and comment on others. These days only a few hardcore veterans survive on the battlefield. My Xanga is still not very popular, but I don’t care.

Today was a shitty test. Out of the 4 level 2 classes running, I get stuck with the shittiest teacher of them all. He refuses to give hand outs to help us learn.

I have witnessed…
-People with breath that literally smells like shit in the morning, thus implying that they ate shit for breakfast.
-People who stand at the urinal while talking on their cellphone without a hands free. Meaning they have the damn phone tucked between their head and shoulder while urinating.
-People who eat greasy fried food made by ugly people for every meal.

Some people really piss me off to the point in which I keep thinking about them uncontrollably for days. I just want to carve through their bones with my teeth. Chisel out a piece of their skull and chew on it for a lovely snack. The thought of tearing them apart makes me salivate. Hungry for their pain, but not starving yet. If their was no such thing as aids or other diseases, cannibalism wouldn’t be so bad would it? That’s why it’s frowned upon, right? No?

“Don’t blow my brains out! The Japanese want to buy them!” -Andrei Chikatilo’s last words before he was executed by a single shot behind the ear