February 18, 2005
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This is perhaps one of those most stressful weeks of 2005. Two
interviews in one week, plus tidying the last little section of my
portfolio. An endless river of coffee, adrenaline, and restless
inspiration flowing through me. I can't fuck this up, if I do it could
cost me big time. Shit I'm fucking scared, what happens next if I were
to think about my future through a pessimistic perspective? I don't
want to know, but I have to prepare for any possibility. That's the
best way to strike and knock them dead, then mutilate their corpses
even more dead-er-er-er... yes!On a side note my Mother was talking about how I was so considerate as
a child in quite a humorous aspect, actually. Firstly, she once took me
to a library and I said that I absolutely hated Dr. Seuss. So I picked
out a stack of books to borrow and she spotted a Dr. Seuss book in the
stack. She asked why did I choose it if I hated him. My answer was
simply that it was for her because I thought she liked Dr. Seuss.
Secondly, she once took me to a animated dinosaur movie and after I
asked her if she liked it. She said yes and I told her that I thought
she would. She asked me what did I mean. I answered and said I saw it
before. So I just went for her behalf. Funny stories, these were like
when I was 5 or so.Last, but definately least: Paper cuts fucking suck. They're alot more
annoying than getting a huge bruise. Painful bruise or deep gash? Yes,
please with 2 sugars and 1 creme! Tingly annoying paper cut? No, fuck
you very much!On a side note: Happy Valentines Day! (Belated)... Watch this flash --> http://newgrounds.com/portal/view/218854 Yes it's relevant, yes it's entertaining, yes it makes me feel much better after being so stressed out this week.
Comments (7)
yeah, papercuts are a bitch..... beware of cardboard cuts, baguette cuts, and lolipop cuts as well....... beware!!
Relax. The best thing is just to be yourself. If you get in you know it's because they like you. If you don't, then you know those other ppl were having sex with the interviewer. I'm sure you'll do fine. The worst part is waiting so you should be happy you're not yet. The link was disturbing.
Man, its really too bad your out there instead of here. YOU MISSED NUGGETS BDAY!!!!! KICK YOU IN DA NUTS!!! lolz.
Seriousley though...ANGELA CAN KICK ASS IN DEFF JAM...its scary.
other than that. we learned blazing makes you go crazy and do super moves on ppl.
-JC
hey matt! remember me?! lol.
hope you're doin ok out there, guy..wish you all the best ^^
altho it doesn't sound like u had a very good week..remember that the good and bad always balances..ehh..such a spontaneous thought..no idea y i said that..but pretty wise i think =P
HappyBelatedVday 2 u too..and i agree wit Angie..the flash wuz disturbing =.= ~deeeeeeeeee
I concur with Angie and Diana.
gonna get major withdrawl from coffee if you try to stop.. my sis had the experience.. it's like a drug and if you try to quit, you feel really tired... coffee should be catagorized as a drug!!
awwwwwww..you don't remember me?! lol..jus playin..unless you're not... =.-
a frapping cellphone is my way of swearing matt =)
all I have to say is..don't take your cellphone for granted! you don't want to learn that the hard way. ~deeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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