Today I went to some entrepreneur conference for eBay. Although it was
long and boring it was informative and probably better than reading
some shitty book about it. I probably learned alot more than some
shitty eBay book could teach any day of the week! Anyways, time to get
some major cash. Other than that my sketch book is coming along
awesomely, if that makes any sense at all. Anyways, off to get an eBay
and PayPal account. Kanpai!

EDIT: FUCK, I am so pissed off. I just checked my compass account for
OCAD to see if the changes worked last time. Fucking no, what the heck
I went through all of that shit and they didn't even change it like I
told them to. No wonder OCAD didn't reply yet. Fuck.

Today I went to school and learned how to paste pieces of paper to
other pieces of paper. Meanwhile, technically-challenged or maybe even
technically-disabled professors couldn't even manage to get the
computer working. Damn Apple, damn you Apples... Anyways, t'was a
good't day! Freakin' art supplies cost so much. Can't wait until I'm a
student and get discount on everything; yes, I said everything.
Wahuapahehaelaahh...
OhMyFuckingGolly

I want to get the book below. It's so cool!

Okay, now I have a list of how many things I want to shove into this
portfolio of mine. May change without notice, but that's life; hey,
atleast I got a list down. Now all I need to do is go into overdrive
mode and drink litres and litres of coffee.Puahaha, die.

2 Book Covers - (Annual, Agendar)
3 Digitally Manipulated Photographs - (Tomato, Fish...)
2 Vector-Based Illustrations - (Voighander...)
2 Product Designs
1 Collage (OCAD-Work)
2 Pencil Crayon Sketches - (Crest, Beck)
2 Water Colour Paintings
1 80-Page Sketchbook (Allowance of 20 pages to be removed)

Shopping List: Staetdler pencil crayons, cotton canvas sheets, 2 nylon brushes, photo paper.

I am freaking scared. I just got accepted for the York/Sheridan
interview session on February 16th. Freaking scared like a little girl
hiding from a boogie man. Okay, well since I got accepted that means
that my essay and questionarre killed off half of the applicants... now
what. I'm scared, my portfolio ain't done yet. Kuso...

Face - BECK

Love leaves, keep emotion
Trying to keep flaming on
When I see a reason I'm made on
Find you turnin', laughing and smiling
Singing love, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
And everything will be fine someday
Some other day

Freaking two feet of snow outside (obviously outside) on the ground and
it's piling up like crazy. I just finished doing my shoveling and later
noticed that my glasses were gone. My best bet is that somehow they
fell into the snow since they were hanging off my jacket.  Damn
fucking snow has to ruin my day and make me wear these stupid tinted
perscription glasses that makes everything so dark because it's tinted!
I guess I'll have to wait until it melts.
Well, shoveling was fun, until I noticed the snow ate my glasses
anyways. Makes me want to build a huge propane bomb and melt the snow.
I must avenge my glasses.

STAEDTLER Mars Lumograph! These pencils kick ass! Left and right cheeks
then inbetween!! I never knew having pencils this good is essentially
said "the key" to unlocking one's powerful, powerful, powerful, drawing
power! AmaZING! So far I have: 2H, HB, 2B, 4B, 6B, 7B, and 8B. All I
need is to fill in the blanks, pick up some colored staedtlers, and
maybe even some of those ugly charcoal pencils. Bwahah, I'm
unstoppable. Not to mention I just tapped an endless source of anime!

Strike when the iron is hot. Penetrate the defense while their guard is
down. I need a strategy to get my foot in the door to be an online
entrepreneur. A fresh idea that can satisfy customers and consume
virtually no time at all while maintaining a high-profit revenue.
Otherwise, simply said a hobby that makes big bucks. I want to buy a
domain, maybe in a couple months if I'm not at all lazy. My knowledge
in coding is quite limited, meaning the aesthetics of my site would be
simply disappointing at first. If that fails
due to my cruel disadvantage on time, ebay it is! Anyone can sell
garbage for millions of dollars with a digital camera and poor html
skills. Any ideas?

Konbanwa... I feel as if there is an exorbitant amount of things to do
and an inadequate amount of time to meet my specified deadlines. Yet in
reality, I still have quite a generous amount of time remaining to
complete all of these tasks. It's depressing, stressful, not to mention
lacking in the motivation and inspiration department. I guess I'll just
have to take it easy and do everything slowly, although a little push
and a bit of guidance could be useful. Oh, well... I'll have to be
independant when it comes to those sort of things.

Everyday - Portfolio, sharpen up skills and knowledge.
January 14, 2005 - Questionarre Essay due by 4:00 PM @ York University.
January 29, 2005 - Ontario College of Art & Design portfolio clinic
February 14-18, 2005 - OCAD portfolio interview
May 1, 2005 - Emily Carr portfolio due
TBA - York University Sheridan College Joint Design Program portfolio interview.

In Toronto what I learned over the years and years of shoveling snow
(three days to be exact), is if you don't shovel the damn snow, the
damn snow will shovel your worthless carcass down the road all the way
to... ugh, yeah. Today I took the
delightful pleasure of shoveling and salting the sidewalk with my
professional expertise and that ladys and gentlemen was the highlight
of my day. Freaking boredom-ness, I'm too lazy to go out shopping because
stuff is like twenty minutes away via "Riding the Rocket."

Yeah, yeah, you're probably thinking, "Back in my day I had to walk for
three days straight in five glorious feet of snow and ice just to get
to a piece of bread! Barefoot and nude, because the whole village only
owned one pair of shoes and clothes which were passed around like a
whore."

There is a maximum limit to my laziness, I may act like a complete
sloth. However, you my dear sir or madam are definately and certainly stupid. Please,
do not be concerned, this post is just a childer embraced by my
unfortunate lack of entertainment.