DELETED HAHAHA

Some people possess the damned aura that attracts so much hate towards them. They dig their own graves not knowing how deep they're going. Violence is caused by their pure idiocy and disrespect towards others. One day one of those people may perhaps come to a premature death, their murderer will undergo a state of berserk - tearing the ragged corpse into such a state that it could no longer be identified without DNA testing or dental records... That's if they still have teeth. Ugh, I hate Micheal Lane and now understand why Ronny made such a entry within his xanga. Micheal is an idiot who likes to push people around. I was in my pissed off mood today walking to English, and what did he do? Fuck, he was lucky he continued to walk, I had a text book in my right hand - ready to hit him in the head. I hope he accidentally trips face first into a puddle of cyanide, resulting in an instant death.

What's up with life? Why does it always have to be so difficult? Ever wonder, what would a simple straight forward life would be like? Why can't we all be farmers and grow rice. Wear a straw hat to simply block the sunlight without any resentment to whether it looks fashionable or not. Get married, and that's as complicated as life would get.

My name is Matthew Yok. I have survived through 17 full years of pain with short moments of psychotic laughter. The world is a crude place filled with no relevance to what the meaning of life is supposed to be. We are the cancer upon a living organism, with a single objective - to kill our maker... What the shit am I talking about? Aghh, once more I hate homework. I apologize for the dreadful repetition... But, a small voice keeps screaming into my ear every time I open a book or binder.

Procrastination has screwed me over once again, and no - sadly, getting screwed over in this perspective leads to no form of pleasure. Math test, geography project, and a shitload - yes, a shitload of homework. I dunno if I'll get honor roll this year, hah it was my last chance to take a stab at it before I grad. Maybe if I work my ass of starting tomorrow, we'll see. That's if I survive. Hah, maybe 7 ft. of snow will save me from school, you never know.

School is hell. Every single bloody day teachers assign mountains of homework which have little relevance to learning. FACT: Did you know every hour you spend on homework takes away 1 day of your life? I made that up, it's not a fact.

I may consider the following:
-programmer/analyst... pure fun working with code.
-graphics artist... creativity at work.
-part time English tutor... haha I dunno about this one!

I may have wasted my day at home and slacked most of it away, but I learned a valuable lesson. FACT: Slacking leads to death. It's true in some sort of metaphorical form, and no... sorry to dissappoint you but I'm still alive and healthy.