November 26, 2003
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Stressin out, yea I just want to relaX, but it's hard when everything's moving so fast and I need to make a quick decision... Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to the CARS conference in Surrey with Eric after school, but I'm sick like hell... keep getting better, then worse, then better, then worse, I'm just afraid that I'll get terribly worse if I actually go. I sleep at home better than anywhere else. Why the hell did I sign up for this shit? It's like a 2 full day + 1 morning + 1 night thing. That's a shitload of time and I have so much damn homework. Yea, yea, you're saying to do it there? I checked the scheduel at http://www.carsbc.org/conference/ConferenceInform.pdf the thing is fucking booked all day. Only approx 9 hours of sleeping time, yet I need more since I'm so sick... I just wana stay home and sleep >.< But, then again can't let the school down, they paid like $300 for 4 students to go... WHY!?
Anyways, last night I barely slept... Went to bed at 10pm. Took me until 12:30am to sleep, then woke up at 4:30am... My nose was completely plugged and my throat was so sore, I couldn't breathe when I woke up. I could only manage if I sat upwards... So I didn't sleep much at all! Atleast I bought some NyQuil and Vapour Rub today... I hope I can sleep if I take/apply this stuff before I sleep. Ugh... Who gave me this cold!?! I hate you.
EDIT: Agh, can't goto conference... my dad said i'd get worse if I went... I feel bad now, it wasn't my intention... Damnit, real sorry Eric. Honestly I really don't like doing this to friends.
Secondly, thanks for everyone's get well comments in last entry... It means alot.
Comments (1)
haha.. u meant my "hope you die soon" message? ROFL.. anytime man..
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