September 8, 2003
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It's not your fault. It's all your fault.
I'm not tired, and I've done everything.
I feel tired, yet I haven't done anything.
I blame society for all the paranoia and worrying about diseases and psychological disorders. ADD, DSAD, PSD, OCD, imaginary brain tumours which some believe in but don't really have, blah, blah... We come up with broad ideas for new disorders and specify that a certain percentage of the population is affected by this, then sell a new pill and rake in the money off their handicaps. Does it really help? Perhaps. Today I've came to the sudden thought that perhaps I may have social anxiety disorder. Eww...
Tomorrow I'm definately going to the gym, I must burn myself out. I'm sick of getting tired from doing nothing, I'm going to get a good night sleep after tearing alot of muscle... Tear and repair. It will be the main objective of the day.
Today was boring and useless, no knowledge was attained at school. I wish I planned life out alot earlier, everything seems out of place and disorganized. Perhaps it's ADD/ADHD that messed everything up, or perhaps I'm just worrying about things that don't really exist... Aggh, life is so aggrovating.
Good day. Time for my pot of tea... Green tea is so goooood.
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