One more day of torture, one more day of humiliation.
Yay, 1 more day until the weekend. Stupid summerschool, I bombed my last test like harsh bad but I still laugh. Next test will make the teacher go "Oh my god, you own me." Then I will say, "Why yes, I do.".

Depressed? You're just making yourself feel like shit.
People around me are getting too depressed these days, just lighten up. Did you ever think that perhaps YOU are the one in complete control of your emotions? Others simply influence you to act how you must. You are you. Personally, I can even laugh at the worst of times - which is a big nono sometimes, damn my sick sense of humor. Even when something bad happens to me, I just look at it from another angle and try to smile. Anyways, some just enjoy bringing a burden of pain upon themselves. >.>

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Ahah, I am the guy with a million questions... and this just made my day. =D

she says: me and tina gonna get married soon! is legal now, haha =D

me says: omg.... congratulations =)

me says: are you going to have babies?

me says: i'm invited to the wedding right?

me says: need a photographer for "the kiss"?

me says: do u both wear dresses or does one of u wear a suit?

me says: are there only maid of honor or maid of honor and best man?

she says: omfg!!!u bastard!!u made me spit out my water now my whole key board is wet!!

me says: LOL, that's what friends are for =)

she says: wutta great TWIN

me says: yup, you're welcome =)

she says: ur sooooooooooo evil!!

Something wrong? Why yes myself, laziness has done me over, I am screwed. eXactly.
Math test tomorrow, I am dead... might not survive. Wish me luck, or a miracle... OR send me a tutor slave, or a graphing calculator... OR your winning lottery ticket, so I don't have to care about this stuff anymore...

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I'm lazy, I procrastinate, I'm a slob, I sit, not stand, I daydream, I'm too lazy to sleep and too tired to work, I am MKJ.

Got home from summerschool, cooked lunch, ate, played KaRO, played, played... Turned on some trance music, played... OMFG I was planning to work out in the place with the pool and universal gym etc, G floor of my Apt. building!!! Lazy guy, damnit- NO MORE BS. Turnin into a RO addict again, gotta stop before I wake up one day from playing stupid games and I'm an old man, everyone's married except me and I've lived my whole life infront of a monitor about to die.

Ya, meanwhile I did SHITTY (excuse my language, if you can't then BOO HOO) on my math 11 test. I hate summerschool. >.> SOS SOS

Time to flip some switches, turn up some deep house. Need something with alot of bass to wake me up. Classical doesn't help me study that well, I get to focused on it and it distracts me even more.

I guess I better hit them books, Laaaay -MKJ

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Quote of the day: Imagination is more important than knowledge... Albert Einstein (1879 - 1955)
Comment: I've been trying to hard to attain knowledge, now my imagination is beginning to deteriorate on me.

Ah, a little too much thinking while socializing with intellectuals with a over IRC can produce some interesting topics...

First we were talking about the future, how the human race is merely infesting the earth with it's pollution and consuming it's resources much RATHER than actually nurturing it. Also, how neverthe less jealousy and greed will always exist thus creating war. I've came up with strange little inventions such as: a law enforcement chip connected to an explosive which could be implanted into the back of the brain. Later, the subject changed to religion. God is a figure of supreme power, which many believe in and many do not. KyubiKitsune (Who's dream is for everyone in existance to die - what a weirdo?) stated something among the lines: "Why spend your short life worshipping god, when one may worship in for all eternity in the after life." Which is pretty funny. However I am not religious, the only thing close to a religion that I am the closest to beliving in is the matrix, which sounds rather ridiculous if you think about it. Changing topics once again, we talked of love and how such a thing could be non-existant... a common topic among many, details within this subject is rather unnecessary.

Today was the most hurting day ever. I PLANNED to study my math all day and prepare for a test. But instead I wasted it on playing RO. Then later I went to Eric's to watch some tv. Then I went home played a bit of RO then chatted on IRC until everyone else went to bed, except me. I tried phoning lamchop a gazillion times, but she never picked up. =(

Anyways, it's 3:00 AM. I am tired, and because of this I suppose I shall bid you good night.

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Last words: The media controls who you are!

Just a little bit too much thinking and procrastinating can make you crazy... If you want find yourself lost, continue reading...

Do you ever wake up and just realize that you have died? Or perhaps you were reborn, yet the past was all a mere fable told to you within subliminal messages, expendible fiction which could perhaps be swept into the darkness... The very programming which creates how we act and react. Of course, many will be arrogant enough to state that their own thoughts are the truth. It's just that many share the same truths. But, what if there is no truth? Every single question is capable of attaining a million answers, yet what if the true ones are as true as the false? I feel weak and careless, I go by the rules and traditions of the world's people as a whole. It makes me sad, for all of us are trapped within the same box. Only those who live isolated from society are able to be who they are... The past is a fable and the future is an unattainable dream.

Enough, I feel sick. I just drank a 1.3 litre slurpee! Today I went my first day of summerschool, then ate at subway... Then went to rest at Gavin's, then then then then went to gym /w Eric... Then then then then went home and slacked off for a good 3 hours... Now just waiting until the time is right to do a shitload (excusr my language) of homework!!! OMFG OMFG, I will feel so overworked when i fall asleep tonight!!! Damnit, slackers were not ment for so much work!

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OMG damnit haha accidentally deleted suzi's comment. SORRY!! Almost did that with someone elses earlier too.... I look at the name to goto their page but click way off... I need more sleep x_x