May 25, 2003
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Yesterday, I went to Metro… Met up with tiff and her friends… I saw matrix:reloaded for the 2nd time and fully understood it this time. In the theatre I couldn’t stop looking at tiff, omg she’s soo, soo cute. I wish that she coulda came to my place tho… bleh.
I feel as if there is an empty spot in my chest that hungers for something, someone… Loneliness is more painful than physical pain of any sort… I’m too lazy to study for any finals right now… I’m not in the mood.
I dunno what to do for my “future”… Theres 3d animation, the gaming industry, and programming which are high possibilities. But if I turn away into a different direction, I also wonder what it would be like to be the director of photography within movies and such. Fashion designer? ROFL sounds fun and I am capable but I don’t want to be marked gay, especially when I’m not. >_>
Comments (3)
heh… ur not the only one..
i’m kinda lost for wat i want for my future now
…as in a career….
i also dun realli have my own image…
..u kno…. u got this quiet, zoned out, lazy
cheap guy image, lol
neways… if u lonely.. hmmm….
…just noticed this advice doesn’t work out for
w/e.. here’s a 2nd hand advice, lol…
if ur lonely and u like a girl, just for got it
ask her out, wat u got 2 lose??
here’s my thing… if she a friend of urs…
a good friend… i say if u ask her our.. and
she says no… its all good, u can become better
friends =) and…… enuff about my nonsense, gone
change ur time zone man…
I am 28 and still dont’ know what I want to do when I grow up. I wouldn’t stress over it so much. Just relax and take it easy.
Take care!