Month: April 2003

  • Needed a change for xanga... It used to be sooOoo dark. Now its really bright, too bright to match my personality if you ask me. Agh, SoOo bright that it hurts my eyes!! It burns!! *sunglasses* ok, thats a bit better... But, indoor sunglasses is kinda bleh. They are friggen sunglasses!! Not indoor-look-cool glasses!!

    MMM'kay, today I went to school and learned *drumroll*... absolutely... nothing!! Whats the point of school, gah.


    Then after I went to get my haircut! Ah, I'm gonna go get my haircut on fridays only now. Cause the other hairdressers are all old and eww... This one is actually good looking and she cuts hair nicer then all of them! -And that one time I got lucky she paid for my friggen lunch!! How nice is that? 'Mmm what a good bigmac that was. Dunno, her name... I should find out so next time I get a haircut and if she's not there, I'm not like: "uh, is that good looking one here? not the ugly ones like you other ppl." I wouldn't really say that though, I think? BUT! One of the other ones seriously fucked my hair up once, I'm like WTF I'm never going here again you ugly biatch! But, this hot-one (Yea, since I dunno her name lets call her that), yea well she actually had some good input on ideas- cutting hair too short doesn't look to good when you gel it! BOOYAKA 'Kay whatever, thats my input of the day. 'heh 'heh input. >,<;;


    Key board on hype, yet I don't feel like doing anything constructive. >.> PuaHAhaha, Laziness ownz.



  • Special shout/thx to Tiffany!! - Kobayashi ahahah u goof =P
    Omg, thx for "shower tip"! That felt soo goood, long ass shower: 1/2 @ MAX heat, 1/2 @ MAX cold. Ahh soo refreshing. You just made my day, hunnie.



    Today we did a online frog dissection at www.frogguts.com wow was it fun! Sure can't wait to chop my frog up, his/her name is Matthew The Frog. Frogs sure are cool. Now I wanna eat some gormet frog legs. MMM'Kay, that up there sounded too cheerful to be me. But damn, what a nice shower. Showers can be fun!

    <I>NOTE FROM AA, from imporeracer(me) to finallytommorow


    Well, i usually don`t send notes to complete strangers. However, I shall make an exception.

    Firstly, you mispelled massage. (You said "message") If you`re saying you took your time "to do this" and deliver your message, then why the typo? Its not really helpful, and it could confuse some readers. I apologize, for I am picky.

    Secondly, I would just like to say that I can understand your reasoning and how this rather grotesque world we live in is overlooked by many. Okay, so there is a large amount of people dying every year due to our "plagues". But, do you realize how our ecosystem is dying? This isn`t the entire picture, for nothing could actually show the whole entire picture. Its such a broad topic, that its rather impossible to fit all of it into a book. You would require an entire library to do so. Humans consume and waste resources every day, they are the true plague among this planet. Some sites among the internet may suggest "voluntary population reduction". Yet, I truely doubt that a couple suicides would help this planet. Don`t you see? The greatest miracle, earth is slowly dying. Does it not feel pain? Once more, I apologize to those who are in rough times, living within third world countries. But, isn`t the well being of the earth a much important issue? For without it, all of us parasites may very well die. Wildlife and such provides the earth with a symbiotic relationship. Yet humans are selfish parasites, where its only a one way deal. Perhaps some people are exceptions, yet the bad surely outweighs the good.

    Lastly, I would once again thank you for bringing this message to AA. We all know, very well that they are merely owned by a company, what were they called... Was it NFO or something? Anyways the same company owns other racial-based sites such as blackplanet and whatever.

    Please don`t be offended by my views. Thanks again, farewell.

    PS. Oh yeah, we`re these photographs produced by yourself?


  • okay, last edit of the day. after listening to over 50 mp3s of brilliant compositions, perhaps I shall flip the coin and retry my education within music. screw all you blood sucking teachers. we're all alone in the world. let me be and try my chance, chance is the only certain thing within this world. blood and sweat shall poor into lines. i will relearn guitar once again. the gift is mine.


    -MKJ 12:31 AM (APR9 so i cheated, whatever)


     


    Eew.. Re-reading what I said earlier sure made me sound retarted. Ugh, don't mean to discriminate tards. They are just as worthless as everyone else on this dirt ball, perhaps more sufficient then 'norms'? Who knows.


    Anyways today was as meaningless and tiring as any other. I procrastinate and cancel plans more than ever this week. Life, the ultimate experience. I wish I didn't pay for this trip, I could be eating wheat flavored synthetic mush that looks like half digested cow brains. Delicious! What if the matrix was a religion? O_o


    I'm out, laaate.


    -Infamous MKJ 10:53 PM -Feeling worn out AND Chaotic ATM!



    You live, and awaken from your slumber.

    Journey into the world that such call: "life".

    Remain still and sleep, for I ponder a mystery hath been told.

    With such, even the most rapid events above all are mere successors of the universe.

    Everything drifting, drifting away. Small lives struggle in their own waste.

    While I differ, and easily dodge every particle in existance.

    For, I am existance itself. Reincarnated within nothing-ness, I exist for you.

    Our minds are so very different, but isn't that what truely binds us together?

    I beg of thee, pardon my absense.

    For we can never co-exist.

    A barrier of time, sorrow, and grisly tales.

    If a word could describe my hunger, would it be love?

    I am dreaming. Let the halls become full again.


    -MKJ 8:57
    Well, well... Just started listening to some real grim music and it got my writer juices going in my brain. I'm happy about this peice, yet I still have very little knowledge about its meaning.

    Its amusing how people inherit artistic capabilities through travelling to various art museums and schools during their pasts. When everything was very much black and white.

    Joke of the day!


    A doctor delivers a baby after a long and intense labor. Much to the new mother's horror, he then proceeds to smack the baby around. He then throws it against the wall, runs from the other side of the room and tackles it. Next, he picks it up from the legs and swings it around his head - sending it catapulting against the viewing window. Lastly, he jumps off from the high desk to body slam it. Both new parents can only cry in horror as they witness this spectacle. The doctor then turns to the parents and says, "haha, April fools! Your baby was born dead


  • I'm alone, in the dark, and its cold... and its raining outside... Well, no I'm neither cold nor is it raining. But, I do very much feel it. Damn human emotions and all biological functions, why not be born a machine? I feel so lonely, yet computers do not feel lonely or any sort of emotion. Unless they are programmed to, of course.


    Humans dream to either: inspire people, or make them realize various things, such as: what they have, what they had, or what they will never have. Humans consume, they are selfish creatures above all animals and living organisms.


    Humans live, consume, and waste. One human life produces how much cubic squares of waste in a lifetime? Blah, I really hate the church of eurasia but they have some solid points. Do not goto that site! It will brainwash you permanently, burning the program into the back of both iris's, its all you will see. Luckily I am one to get sidetracked. Yay, my flaw is my strong point and invincible one sided defense.


    Alone, you're born alone... You die alone. Who cares, whoever thinks of that is wasting your time on the inevitable. Good night/day wherever you're from.


    Pleaaase, add comments. It will make me =D


  • Something unexpected to all, even myself. I've finally uninstalled Ragnarok for good. First time in over one year that I can put this disgustingly addictive game away, I sure spoiled it good with some hacked servers. I may play once more if new characters are out, but thats a long time from now. Now, I need to think...


    Same words keep repeating themselves within my mind, "We can do it, we can fly...". I made that quote a while back... Its reflected other forms of brainwashing that some unmentionable sites has attempted to do.


    What assholes they are, trying to kill people for the mere good of the earth? If they feel so strongly about their message of "voluntary population reduction", then why do they continue to live? Mere greed, and death requires a webmaster? Sickening, is it not? Yet its the cold hearted truth, some people have horrid little beliefs. A virtual grim reaper, awaiting notes... How I truely wish to mail them a frag that detonates the instant that it is opened.









    I am the number
    1
    I am the loneliest number

    _


    what number are you?

    this quiz by orsa

  • HOW DEPRESSING - EPISODE 1


    I've decided to let the whole wired-world know how I feel. If you wish to label me as a psychotic or whatever, do as you please. I don't give a fucking shit.


    If there was a much more professional term to describe how I feel right now, I would use it. However, I feel like shit. Completely, indefinately, positively useless. That is about the only thing that I can conjure up, which I can honestly say is positive.


    My moods fluctuate, ever so often. Positive and a stable amount of self esteem (I am positive and arrogant at times, completely denying failure until it hits) , to a complete mental breakdown where I feel like I want to turn invisible and hide from everyone. Obviously, I'm not the invisible man. I have no super powers, for I have to face the same gruesome everyday tasks as everyone else in life.


    Where did it start? Perhaps, you could use electronics and various forms of "games" as a scapegoat for your own reasons.


    Maybe, you could blame my once insane mother who threatened to total the car with us both in it and end our miserable lives. Its ironic, for the life of a 9 year old is paradise compared to now. Even if you're an outcast in a huge world. Yes, my mother regained sanity a couple years ago. It did leave me scarred; and no, no matter how generous I can be and how high the reasons were, I can't forgive.


    What do you ask was the catalyst for deciding to open up, to you? A complete stranger, one of billions who I turn my back to and never even considered opening up to...


    My grumpy father ruined my day, his moods fluctuate more than anyone that I know. He seemed somewhat nice when he got home, then later for ignoring to do some chore he starts barging into my room. He yelled at me and gave me some lecture, which pissed me off even more. I stood against a wall for several hours. Possibly 3, until I decided to fall to the ground and let myself rot. Thinking, thinking, why this, why that?


    My heads spinning in all directions and I feel blind. Life has aquired an unnatural perception in my opinion. Perhaps I've played too many games and watched alot of movies. Especially the matrix, which pill.


    I'll continue this later.. starting to feel better, thx everyone.


  • Anyone understand java? I am a bit frustrated with the fact that I have run into a wall... or "programmers block" compared to "writers block", except its nothing in similarity... nvm...


    Anyone help? Please. thx!


    /* programmer: Matthew Yok
    course: Info Tech 12, Block E
    project: Car Rental Problem
    starting date: 03-03-07
    due date: 03-03-
    dependencies: KeyIn.java
    */
    import java.io.*;

    class Rental
    {
    //**************************main method**************************

    public static void main(String[]args) throws IOException
    {

    //**********************variable declarations********************

    int days, km, car_model;
    double rental_charge, subtotal, GST, total_cost, car_price, mileage_charge;

    //*********************title and introduction********************
    System.out.println("tt Car Rental");
    System.out.println("tt +=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=");
    System.out.println("This program will offer three different car models up for");
    System.out.println("rental. The daily rates are displayed below:");
    System.out.println("CAR MODEL               TYPE                    PRICE");
    System.out.println("Economy Model           1                       $24.95");
    System.out.println("Mid-size Model          2                       $24.95");
    System.out.println("Luxury Model            3                     
    $24.95.nn");

    //************************requires input*************************

    System.out.println("t Please enter car model number.");
    car_model = KeyIn.anInt();
    if (car_model == 1)
    car_price = 24.95;
    else
    if (car_model == 2)
    car_price = 32.95;
    else
    if (car_model == 3)
    car_price = 44.90;
    else
    if (car_model > 3)
    System.out.println("t Error, please restart.");
    else
    if (car_model < 1)
    System.out.println("t Error, please restart.");

    System.out.println("t Please enter number of days you wish to rent car
    model["+car_model+"].");
    days = KeyIn.anInt();
    System.out.println("t Each car is supplied with a car allowance of 100
    kilometers..");
    System.out.println("t You will be charged $0.20 per every additional
    kilometer.");
    System.out.println("t Please enter number of kilometers you will drive during
    your ["+days+"] day rental.");
    km = KeyIn.anInt();
    if (km > 100)
    mileage_charge = ((km-100)*0.2) + 100;
    else
    if (km < 1)
    System.out.println("t Error, please restart.");
    else
    if ((km > 1) & (km < 100) | (km == 1) | (km == 100))
    mileage_charge = 0;
    //*********************calculation and output********************

    rental_charge = car_price * days;
    subtotal = rental_charge + mileage_charge;
    GST = subtotal * 0.7;
    total_cost = subtotal + GST;

    ;System.out.print("nntCar model:                  "+car_model+"")
    ;System.out.println("Car model's daily price:        "+car_price+"");
    ;System.out.println("Number of days to be rented:    "+days+"");
    ;System.out.println("Kilometers:                     "+km+"");
    ;System.out.println("Rental charge                   "+rental_charge+"");
    ;System.out.println("Mileage charge                  "+mileage_charge+"");
    ;System.out.println("Subtotal                        "+subtotal+"");
    ;System.out.println("GST                             "+GST+"");
    ;System.out.println("Total cost of the rental        "+total_cost+"");

    //***************************conclusion**************************

    ;System.out.println("nt This program is now finished. Press Enter to exit.");
    byte exit[]=new byte[1];
    System.in.read(exit);
    }
    }


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