April 24, 2003
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I AM SO FUCKING SORRY WORLD, I HATE/LOVE YOU ALL.
Life feeds my mental illness... I feel totally stupid, clumsy, and selfish. Its as if I was one to walk around blindly, cain-less. Stumbling across everyone and basically pissing everyone off if I can. I'm soo sorry if you didn't hear me apologize. Its hard to hear my at times, I'm weak. Its not that I try to be an asshole, even if I am... I don't really mean to be. This world has weathered my entireness into a useless pile of shit. - Once again, I hope you can take the time to understand how I feel, how I am.
Secondly, I have to, got to, and must stop procrastinating so often! Its growing as a habit on me. Fuck'n, when I get home I just can't seem to stay ON task on a single thing at a time. I can't even get motivated, I feel as if this world is totally a waste of time. Prove to me its not? But, I know no one will... --- Do I have some sort of flaw? Is it ADD? Its more common for males to have ADD, its either that or I'm not interested in ANYTHING that easily. If your a school subject its rather difficult for you to attain my entire attention. I'm sorry its not your fault your boring, eventhough you may be challenging.
I wish I was smart, yet I'm a philosopher with my own bizarre thoughts and traits. If I were one to leave in Europe during the age of philosophers and alchemists, I would probably be the first on the list to be executioned by law. - Free the public from such infected minds.
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