June 21, 2008

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  Sometimes you’ll feel like your getting gnawed and gnashed at from the inside. The pounding will become louder and louder. You’ll want to scream, bite down hard, break all your teeth. Fingers and toes will get tense and contract. Scratching, tearing at anything in sight. If you’re lucky it’ll be a cement floor and you’ll only end up with your finger tips mashed off to the bones. Maybe you’ll just tense up so hard that your whole system ceases to function and you’ll die peacefully. Or even worse, perhaps a family pet or loved one will be there to calm you, but the intensity of what is torturing you is so great that they end up becoming a kitten scratching post. Your mind tells you to stop, but you can’t for it is no longer your body. You are a vessel to be driven upon another’s command until you just explode.

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