July 27, 2004

• I fucking hate my father; he’s always so hypocritical and swainish. That asshole always believes that he knows everything and uses every single excuse he has to bitch and moan about whatever he can. He’ll wait for me to do something that he believes is a stupid fuck up and then point it out and bitch about it, saying I shouldn’t of done that. Even though it’s clearly visable that anyone would do the same fucking thing, and its clearly not their fault but his. I swear, there is a countless amount of times that I just had violent thoughts to extinguish his being from this planet. I can be quite forgivable, but when this shit erupts so frequently, it’s just not for me to handle. I can’t wait to move out. So many times, I supress my emotions of rage; if I never supressed, who knows, he may of been battered up and maybe even dead. I rationalize, which is what seperates me from the rest. Otherwise over half of the entire population would have been slaughtered due to my own doing.

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