Time to live life as if it was the last day… tonight will be fun. See ya and happy new year.

Read last entry how I got sick from eating at Uncle Willy’s last Friday. Anyways, I feel that I may have a parasite or something – not only that, I’m paranoid which makes it worse. I wish this would just go away. I’ve lost a great portion of my usual appetite, and am becoming dehydrated alot faster. My stomach keeps growling and it’s not hunger. I may go to see the doc this Friday.

If I die too early, I just want everyone to have a good life… and it’s not so bad if I look at it in another perspective, I lived one year longer than I expected before… I was supposed to die last year.

I’ve been neglecting Xanga, once again – not that many noticed. Anyways, I’ve been having fun lately, yet my wallet is losing weight quite fast which isn’t good at all. Let’s just go backwards in time.

Monday - Went to Carn’s and learned Risk.
Sunday – Stayed home a bit ill… possibly from eating at Uncle Willy’s on Friday. Damn that place to the deepest level of the fiery pits of hell to burn for all eternity, not only is the food nasty, unhealthy, the plates look dirty, and made me sick – but the price is cheap! Damn, they should pay me double back for what sickness they gave me.
Saturday - Ronny’s birthday. Red Robin’s + LOTR: Return of The King. Bought jacket, boxing day prices – yay. Oh yea, and my best friend gave me a mug for my Christmas present. =D
Friday – Boxing day, bought shoes, then some blah, then eat @ Uncle Willy’s. Nasty.
Thursday – Christmas day. Spend the day with family and open some presents.

Good day, and good night. Thanks for reading this utterly non-enjoyable post and apologies for any lack of my usual witty and sarcastic humour which is also not found within the majority of my posts. Hallejuhah. (Spelling?)

I feel as if I’m simply wasting time… I want to do something fun and worthwhile everyday, yet as I rot away and time begins to slip it is evident that there was so much to do… But, what?

Boredom is a powerful catalyst. All of these feelings, yearning for meaning and essence, yet I don’t have a clue what anything means. I want to express myself, but when I push hard it just crumbles down to the feeling of failure and inadequacy which furthermore leads to frustration… Everything done falls into a bottomless pit of endless waste. I’m an artist and musician who’s lost his muse, a cursed fate to dwell upon the earth as a wreck; in an endless quest for inspiration which cannot be found in any other place but within.

Yesterday’s grad dinner was fun, good food… good times. And most importantly, I didn’t get sick after “all you can eat sushi + Korean BBQ”, but still ate a really good amount.

Ugh, I wrote a bunch of stuff for Xanga today, but never pressed submit because I just wasn’t happy with such entries. My dad gave me a cordless keyboard + mouse which I’m really happy with. Heck, I can lay down and still use my computer all the way over there.

EDIT: Damn it, complete artist block. I’ve lost all sense of design.

Just came home from picking up groceries and cash from the bank. I had to do it all by myself – WALKING (didn’t skytrain), because my father hurt his back so he can’t go out. I can’t feel my hands, the circulation was cut off from carrying 6 bags full of stuff all the way from save ons. Better yet, the bags broke half way and stuff fell out, so I had to carry everything in my arms. Jolly good. Anyways, 3 more hours ’till grad dinner. Cya later.

Recap on yesterday: We went to metro and walked around in circles. At 4:00 we watched The Last Samurai, which was worth every penny spent. Jolly good movie, makes me want to learn kendo – which I definately will. After that, I burnt some time down at GW… and then ate dinner at Red Robin. And THEN! Went to playdium and shared a 3 hr card. Pretty fun day! Not so fun for my wallet, though. I hope I get some money this Christmas…

Time to crack out the PS and do some heavy layer graphics work for both the annual and sites. Must not forget to do the grad page background aswell, for uh… we have no group name… yet. It’s part-nelson peeps.

Ruff…

One more day of school, which I hate with a burning passion. How do them teachers expect me to be motivated if every day is the so monotonously repetitive? I’m starting to drift away and lose my sense of motivation – my motivation to acheive took a turn into the motivation to simply get outta this school and grad.

Went to grad breakfast yesterday morning, some say the food was bad – not like I noticed, I shoveled everything down. Alot of the times I don’t mind eating bad food, as long as I’m full I’m happy. BUT, the servings were so damn small I bet it couldn’t even make a small mouse full. Got my grad hoodie today, I don’t like it that much… I wish I was warned alot earlier a couple months ago – I coulda submitted a better design and people may have voted for me instead of whoever did this thing? Cause really, it’s kinda ugly – plus I hate years. I wish they put the year in roman numberals instead.

My GRADWRITEUP!! I wanted it a surprise, but I can’t keep it to myself – it’s too awesome.

FACT: We have traveled, fought, and endured for five years of torture, labor, and brainwashing. 1,500 Kg of books were shackled to our wrists & ankles to ensure that we did not run away, for there was no escape. The legs of my brain were brutally torn off in the process, but fear not – I can fly at the speed of mach 100 Freedom is ours! THX 2 YOU! Good luck to ya undergrads, you’ll need it. HAH

 Ahh, I feel so good… just came back from “all you can eat” sushi… I want to sleep, if I could I’d be so happy – BUT, I have a essay draft to write and laundry to do… Life is never perfect.

EDIT: Dinner made me full… took me 3 hours for my body to realize how much I ate at sushi. Ugh, I can’t do homework feeling this full.

EDIT: Sweet I got a 5 on the LPI. Useless test, like I even need it anyways.