Month: August 2003

  • All about yesterday…


    Yesterday was pretty busy. Woke up at 7:30 with less than 4 hrs of sleep. Arrived at Pat’s at 8:30, then walked to school and got there at 9:00. I chose my locker because it had extra space with no locker to the right of it. Pat got locker #1337!!! Hahaha, that’s hilarious.


    We met up with Eric and Gav… We went to Metro to battle… After an hour or two, the result was me as the delcared winner!! Waha, Eric ranking 2nd, Pat 3rd, and Gav last. Surprised my self with how much more I can eat than them! I even over ordered, good stuff though. Japanese food is one of the best things out there for me. Damn, even now I still wish I took their offer. Eric was willing to pay for me, while gavin pays me $10, IF I only ate that cup of wasabi and not drink or eat for one hour… Riiight, I didn’t take it.


    Chilled at my house for a couple hours, then wen to Denny’s place and watch some movie. Erm… why am I so bad at first confrontations when meeting people? I mean, I’m not myself… during those times, after that it’s either I’m silent or I’m the most open guy ever. Depends, and that doesn’t apply to school… At school I’m usu… Blah, blah, blah… I need to learn to STFU.


    Weighed myself… HAH I gained quite a bit and I am proud. I weigh 145 now, but in the beginning of summer I weighed 136 LOL. 9 lbs.!! Yay, I have meat now… weee~~


    Anyways, I’m gonna go grocery then clothes shopping by myself… Ja~~

  • Anticipation and procrastination… Tomorrow, I shall venture out into the open world – Damn, I’ve been too lazy to go outside since Friday. What a lazy bum, eh? It’s time to choose grad lockers, yey! Makes me want to yawn, just thinking about it. BUT, this years gonna be a fun one, and I’ll try. Speaking of trying, I gotta TRY to change my schedual. Alot of the courses I chose are no longer wanted. It’s just not going to work out being so easy. (Gotta find that damn lock before it’s too late…)


    After all the school crap, I’mma just chill with my friends at my place for a couple hours until Sui Sha Ya is open at 11 AM @ Metro. I don’t know if everyones going to battle, but for sure my good friend Pat and I are gonna battle to see who can eat the most. Sure, you think its all fun and games but I’m going to take this seriously. No one can defeat me, Wahaha… Erm. O_o I’m so crazy I already know what I’m gonna order: Tonkatsu, Beef Teriyaki, Tempura, Sashimi, Sunomuno Salad, Miso Soup… Then the rest will be all outta the sushi bar.


    EDIT: Did you ever listen to a specific song and feel nostalgic, in a strange way? Just listening sends shivers up my spine, in a good way. Hungering for the past…


  • Life is bittersweet, more bitter than sweet. It’s the sweetness in life which shrouds the truth, the true bitterness of what lies beneath.


    I am eXtreamly aggrovated. I have hit a serious case of artist block and my inspiration has faded away, sorry to say – but it’s gone. How in the world will I finish my site now?!? Someone help, send a muse in the mail or something.


    Below as you can see is 2 submissions from a Horror poster contest… pretty interesting how they composed these peices of art from innocent photos.



    EDIT: Another useless edit, anyways… OMG normally I don’t get all hyped up by a new game announcement but WildArms AlterCode: F!!! A remake of the original, I can’t wait! I will buy it for sure, eventhough I normally don’t buy games. http://www.playstation.jp/scej/title/code_f/

  • I am a disturbed child… Goto www.we-love-u.com to find out why. It completely obliviated the sick possiblity of becoming a coroner for me. Images so disturbing that you can feel a peice of shrapnel expload within the depth of the right section of your brain. This guy is truely an artist, he takes pictures of dead people or babies and makes them even scarier with some digital editing. Sure, it’s unique and sick. I found him off some other graphic site, not knowing of the contents of the site. Ew, anyways… I can still eat dinner either way. HAH!


    Anyhoo, I’m just waiting to go out for bubble tea. Yey, expensive but delicious. I bet over the years I have spent over $100 on bubble tea. Bad, bad… Also, waiting for my pizza to cook… $5.00 for a cheap deluxe pizza, what a deal! IGA > all. Yes, I can’t really cook much, but when I do cook – I cook for myself, since my father isn’t exactly iron chef… He can’t cook anything fancy. However, my mother can! BUT, she lives in Toronto… Soo, not much help to me right now.


  • If you don’t want to see the scary side of Matt, please ignore this entry.


    I’m starving, alone in the dark… So hungry, that it put my graphics design session of the day to a halt. Is cannibalism wrong? If you are what you eat and you eat another human being, does that make you more human? …and NO, I’m not considering it – simply thinking about the people who are considered outcasts and criminals of our society – which I do not know. But, really why eat human flesh when you can eat animals that were grain fed? If I were to dispose of a body, the obvious thing to do is to sell organs within the black market? They go for a hefty price, am I correct? …and NO, I didn’t kill anyone – no one died, no body is lying around in my freezer. Geez.


    I say it alot, but I’ll say it once more: “I’m SO bored!!”. I watched anime all day once more… Then I ran out and there’s nothing to do. Someone help me! S.O.S. I’m in desperate need for entertainment of some sort. Even if you’re a stranger, I don’t care… The least you can do is chat on MSN with me, I’m freaking bored. matthewyok@hotmail.com and remember it! =)

    EDIT: Damnit, sometimes I think i’m turning into a masochist or something… Once in a while I crave a good beating as long as it doesn’t lead to any permanent damage or internal pain.


  • I am slowly turning into a useless pile of shit. As time progresses, I realize that I lack determination. Where is my muse; the source of my inspiration? Lately, I’ve been neglecting “the secret project”, my PRO-design website made 100% by me, with the generous contribution of bandwidth and a sub-domain (mkj.pure-addiction.com) from Galin.


    Not only have I been neglecting my consistant interface design plan – but also, most importantly: working out!! OMG, summerschool made me neglect it due to studies… I’ll be back on my feet next week for sure!! Just watch me.


    I am suddenly addicted to anime, it’s an endless cycle of hunting, downloading, and watching. I watched anime all day – Naruto!! Someone slap me or send me to some group therapy!! “Hello, my name is Matthew and I am an anime addict”.


    Yesterday, I went to Teresa’s birthday… It was pretty fun, I guess… The most fun was lifting the REALLY big rocks with Eric, hunting crabs, going onto the bridge, then throwing them very far as if they were rocks.


    That’s all folks, good night.

  • You are all so boring! OR is it that I have a very low attention span towards many of you. I’ve been browsing all of your blogs and found nothing interesting. It’s because those with actual lives have no time to blog? Please, you make me sleepy… Grr…


    Today was another slack off day… Later on I went to some vitamin place to check out whey prices… HAH got lectured by some storekeeper about not working out until 19 or some crap due to stunt growth, IDIOT you just lost a customer – I’ll go somewhere else. Loozer. I’ve been sitting on my ass all my life… Growing muscle will stunt my growth of height? Bah, what ever I’m kinda tall already – for a person of Asian decent anyways. BESIDES I’m not doing that crazy heavy shit you dumass. VENT VENT VENT!!!!!!!!!!!1111111


    Getting poor… peer influence… made me waste 20$ on Playdium… Not even fun anymore! Geez. and bubble tea!! That was worth it. OMG you stoopids… Haha, I am kinda grumpy today but I can still laugh.


    Anyways, I’m not THAAAAAT interesting either. But so many of you loosers don’t even update weekly… I hate hate hate you. If you do update weekly then you’re goooooooD!! Ja~

  • Today, I went with Galin, his sister, and her friends to Grouse Grind. Took Galin and I: 2 hours to climb all the way to the top. It’s pretty damn high up there and steep (45 degrees was the steepest), we took the shorter but steeper trail too! Except, I just wish I wore shorts… My legs were heated up because I was wearing jeans and boots. I kept running and people stared hahaha, eXcept I burst speed alot – not quite as constant as I would like it to be. One litre of Dasani water was not enough for me… Next time I’ll be sure to bring 2 litres.


    Anyways, I’ve been watching anime (Tokyo Underground) for the past several hours – I’m hooked. You know how some series are just: Eh? But, TU is pretty good… reminds me of Get Backers but not as violent… I like blood.


    Hah, see you. Time to call Tiff…


  • Damn, Xanga has been down for like 5 days. So much happened, and I can’t remember all of it… So let’s just briefly go through it all. I’m going to speak in engRish, because I’m really lazy to be creative right at this single moment. So bear with me.


    Saturday – Eat dinner at aunt’s house, then go bike to watch fireworks at Kits beach. Long bike ride, fun, fun! Also fun because I got to piss off alot of pedestrians because we biked on the sidewalk. Haha, screw you jerks – we don’t care, and the cops don’t care either. Eric stayed over and slept on floor, he looked like he was in a coffin or something.


    Sunday – Woke up, Dad wasn’t home. Eric was still asleep, so I phoned Tiff and talked for a bit. Then later, Galin came and the three of us biked around and went to metro to get bubble tea.


    Monday – Eric, Galin, Galin’s friend – Leila, and I went to watch SWAT, it was an excellent movie. One of those movies that just gives you the feeling of a sequel coming up some day. Then we went down town and chilled, alot of panhandling homeless ugly people kept asking for money. Generous I gave some fat little dwarf $3.25 worth of coins. He said “If you give me $5, I’ll marry you”, then I said “Oh, shit – REALLY?!?” then he replied with a “No, man I hate fags, fags are gay.”. What a stupid fucker, obviously I was joking. Then he was like wait up I got something for ya, and gave me $7 worth in HK money, wth – I gave it to some musician and he said “THANK YA’s”.  Went our seperate ways and uh, yea…


    Tuesday – Slack off…


    Wednesday – Go eat sushi with grandparents at Shu Sha Ya in Metrotown at 11 AM, opening time. Ate so much! 2 orders of tonkatsu, 2 teriyaki beef, 1 sunomuno salad, 1 miso, 2 orders of tempura, 8 california rolls, and about 10 peices of salmon sushi and 10 of tuna, then 12 peices of shashimi, many cups of tea, and 1 glass of water. OMG, I can eat lots but I gotta learn my limit, I felt really nasty after. Then I went post office to get mail, my mom sent me a bunch of nice shirts, socks, and face cleanser.



  • Abstract…

    The world crumbles apart peice by peice. Plagues swarm upon all organic civilizations, leading to death and decay. Worlds collapse, people’s hearts fill with fear which leads to further corruption. Thus leading to more fear, and the cycle grows and grows. Hate and violence is intertwined within the pattern. Incurable diseases and natural disasters do their part to end the lives of millions. No one can change what is predicted, not even a martyr.


    Today…

    Bored, Damnit! I just came back from night market for 3 hours of walking around in circles. I still wish i bought a dogtag for my keychain… with the engraving MKJ ahaha that woulda been dope.


    Inside…

    I just noticed something, sure I smile and laugh quite a bit. But only one person has really ever made me smile in the inside like this, damnit… no one has been this nice to me, I’m really lucky to at the least have her as a friend. If I never knew her I’d be so depressed right now, and I know it.