Month: July 2003


  • Damn it, just when everything is going smooth life bites you in the ass to tell you that you’re stupid. Just when life sucks life bites you in the ass a second time to FORCE you to KNOW that it’s not supposed to be comfortable. All right, I might retake Math 11 during the normal school year. I’m not quite getting a C… more like a negative C. Damn, I am stupid. At least I’m getting higher than some people - It makes me feel much better seeing people spew their blood all over the sidewalk when I cut myself on an envelope.


    Secondly, why did I have to be born to a father that smokes. Sure, it kills – But, that’s not the point I’m trying to get across. My jaw is dislocated due to grinding my jaws while I sleep and I have only two options to fix it. Give it many years (as my father did, and it worked) OR get braces, which he is too poor to afford. I know, it sounds rather self centered and ridiculous. But, smoking not only is the leading cause of various diseases – but, also the cause of poverty. They should put lables reading “Purchasing may cause poverty” on those poisonous sticks which burn all around the world.


    SMOKING. It also pisses off non-smokers, such as I if I see some ugly person smoking right NEXT to me. It makes me want to walk up to them with a heavy maul and smash their brains into a fine paste upon the pavement, and that’s after I torture them to death by placing a starved rat into a deep gash compliments of me. Smoking = Bad. I know, I can control myself and I don’t need anger management. But, geez I shall blame all you smokers for my poor stamina. Give some consideration to the non-smokers, and really I don’t give a shit or a fuck if you are smoking in the outdoor or smoking section of a restaurant. Go smoke at home with a fishbowl over your head, hopefully you’ll suffocate. BTW I’m talking about CIGARETTES, cigars don’t smell as horrible and and weed doesn’t either. All are bad, bad, bad, but worst of all I hate people smoking their cigarettes.


    Enough ranting today, it’s really not helping as a motivator in anyway. Possibly even making things worse.


    Anyhoo, damn. Tiffany is one of the best friends I could ever have. She phoned me over 37 times, msn messaged me, signed my AA guestbook (I have no idea how this helps), AND SMSed messaged me once to get me to wake up and do my homework at 5 AM in the morning. Ahh, thanks hunnie I really don’t know what I would do without you. Ahah, my best buddy… She’s sooo sweeet.




  • Today was a pretty busy day! Very good, ja? I woke up at 11:30, after 1.5 hrs of slapping the snooze button automatically. Then took a shower and ate a HUGE bowl of IGA-brand cheerios with 2% milk, while playing KaRO. I get addicted to things, games, and people easily… I didn’t want to goto Molson Indy anymore because of this but I still went! It was okay, I went with my dad on this day… Tomorrow I’m going with gavin @ 10:30 AM. Just watching the real thing makes me want to goto playdium and play the Indy game.


    Then after Indy, I came home and rested… Tiffany phoned, then later I was talking to BOTH Tiffany and Gloria on the phone… OMG, 2 people on 2 phones… That’s way too hard and confusing for me. After that I had to go do some groceries… Then I came back and chilled once more.


    Later, Irene phones me and says that she and Tina are at Patterson Station (across my house for those who don’t know). What! I didn’t even expect people, so I throw everything into my laundry box and do a makeshift clean-up. Then they talked to people on MSN, pretending to be me… And meanwhile playing on my bed, ahaha that POS fell apart! I need to fix it, then they raped and molested me AND messed up my pretty hair! (Don’t take that too literally.) Then they left… Haha, thanks it’s nice having company!! Oh yea I wrote “Property of Matt” on both their arms… Ahah, I wanted to use the sharpie but they didn’t let me…


    Now I’m wondering, why didn’t I even start studying for my math test yet? God, owell – I’ll do it tomorrow after I get home from the final races. Yay.


    Edit 2:10 AM 27/07/2003
    Waha! I fixed my bed in 20 mins! It’s rock solid now. I stacked like 7 of my grade 9 and 10 binders under a stick and it works great!! It’s more stable that it would be with just  the bed slotted in normally like it was ment to be! I kno what yer be thinkin’… “Poor ass, get a new bed”. Nope, Not spending money until xmas or I get a all year part-time job.



  • Ugh… Today was one boring day… I went to school and grinned all day, it was so boring. Then I went to richmond and it was even more boring, note: don’t meet strangers, eww. The only good thing about today was taro bbt, Fair Bee is pretty good – and they cook the pearls perfect!! **Yes, so don’t meet strangers unless you are sure that they are worth meeting. Eww.


    I’ve been playing vice city for a while today when I got back home. OMG, it’s addictive. However I can’t get a single job done, because of my disgusting fetish of stealing cars – racing them very fast and smashing them into police cars. Ah, good thing I know the difference between real life and games… Erm, do I? Puahaha… Don’t be scared, so I stole your car with your wife still in it and drove it off a cliff – Blame George Bush, not I.


    Ah, and lastly tomorrow I’m going to Molson Indy. I’m not exactly sure who to bring on sunday though… If no one says anything it’ll be Gavin. Aha, I am a bad friend to him, sorry man… I was like “if no one else wants to go with me, then you can come”… Bleh. I guess he’ll get to come then… He’s already deaf, but I’ll still bring earplugs for him. If you buy them down there they cost alot more, I think… While I get them for free…


    Ah, I am so bored… I need a tutor for math really bad. If worst comes to worst, I’ll just TELL someone to for free, HAH it’s their fault for not accepting my cheap offer of $5 per hour. Well! They don’t even have a license. So, there.


    I am hungry, I am Mcat, I bid thee farewell, and good night.


  • Empty Space… BRB
    Will edit this later.

    Edit: 3 days later… I lied. =X


  • I wasted 50 mins on this dumass shit, I hope someone reads it atleast ^^ enjoy… Time to study my ass off… -MKJ


    >100 Things about me
    >
    >1. NAME: Matthew Yok or MKJLLY
    >
    >2. DATE OF BIRTH: April 22, 1986
    >
    >3. GENDER: Male
    >
    >4. EMAIL: matthewyok@hotmail.com
    >
    >5. SCHOOL(s): Templeton
    >
    >6. WHERE YOU LIVE: 604 Area; Burnaby.
    >
    >7. BLOOD TYPE: Bloodless
    >
    >8. HEIGHT: 5’11
    >
    >9. WEIGHT:  137 OMFG, light as a feather.
    >
    >10. SHOE SIZE: 9.5/10.0
    >
    >11. FAMILY LIVING AT HOME: Father and I.
    >
    >12. GOAL IN LIFE:  Find what I am capable of artistically and physically. Also, get married to someone wonderful.
    >
    >13. PERSONALITY:  Quiet and discreet at first, you may feel as if I’m not very talkative… Later you will see what a hyperactive and bizarre person I really am – plus a tad bit too open, if you know what I mean.
    >
    >14. NICKNAME(S): Matt
    >
    >15. JOB YOU WISH YOU HAD: Millionare + owner of a huge company.
    >
    >16. EXPERTISE: When provoked with interest, I will be driven at all costs to find the answer or complete the task.
    >
    >17. IQ: 154 out of 200… http://www.iqtest.com/iq-test.html
    >
    >18. HOBBIES: Procrastinating, working out, graphics design.
    >
    >19. CURRENT HAIRSTYLE: Dyed blonde highlights, spikey, and messy.
    >
    >20. FAVORITE SONG:  Too many… I love music.
    >
    >21. FAVORITE CELEBRITY:  None come to mind.
    >
    >22. FAVORITE FLOWER:  White orchids.
    >
    >23. FAVORITE FRUIT:  Strawberry.
    >
    >24. IDEAL STYLE IN OPPOSITE SEX:  A good sense of style, look beautiful even naturally (w/o make-up), fit, humorous and enjoys laughing, positive (but, not too over confident)
    >
    >25. FAVORITE NUMBERs: 2 and 8.
    >
    >26. FAVORITE SEASON:  autumn and spring.
    >
    >27. FAVORITE COLOUR(S): black, green, grey, tan. + earthtones.
    >
    >28. FAVORITE COURSE: graphics, IT, and tv/film production.
    >
    >29. FAVORITE STYLE: vintage, gq
    >
    >30. FAVORITE ICECREAM FLAVOUR: red bean, and green tea.
    >
    >31. WHEN ARE YOU MOST PROUD OF YOURSELF?: getting through a tough job, and finding that it was done very well.
    >
    >32. WHAT IS YOUR MOST ATTRACTIVE ASPECT:  that is for you to answer.
    >
    >33. YOUR BEST ATTRIBUTE: i am my own person.
    >
    >34. YOUR WORST ATTRIBUTE: i am indecisive, lazy, and i tend to procrastinate quite often.
    >
    >35. BEST SONG AT KARAOKE:   i like rap.
    >
    >36. CURRENT WORRIES:   school.
    >
    >37. EXPERIENCES WITH SLEEPOVERS: N/A.
    >
    >38. ALCOHOL LIMIT: N/A, I don’t drink… yet.
    >
    >39. YOUR SPECIALTY:  philosophy.
    >
    >40. FEARS: dissappointing others and worms.
    >
    >41. HOW MANY TIMES HAS A FRIEND(S) TRIED TO SET YOU UP WITH SOMEONE?: a couple times, but why is it always those who I am not quite attracted to!?
    >
    >42. WHEN DO YOU FEEL YOU LOOK BEST?: with a good haircut and new clothes.
    >
    >43. NUMBER OF BOY/GIRLFRIENDS:  4 -.-;;
    >
    >44. HABITS THAT ANNOY PEOPLE: i speak quietly sometimes, too quitely. I’m also a bit nosy and extreamly curious.
    >
    >
    >45. IDEAL JOB: I don’t know… I want to have fun… But I want to make money…
    >
    >46. MOST IMPORTANT THING FOR YOU:  Friends, respect, and perhaps love.
    >
    >47. FAVORITE BEVERAGE:  taro slush, SoBe, and starbuck’s latte
    >
    >48. ON A RAINY DAY…:  be symbiotically merged with my computer.
    >
    >49. YOUR BEST DISH THAT YOU CAN COOK: steak.
    >
    >50. YOUR FAVORITE FOOD:  Japanese food.. But! I also like other asian foods like: Korean and Thai!
    >
    >51. AGE YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: No rush, but I would like to around 25… when I’m financially secure.
    >
    >52. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IN A BIG EMPTY STADIUM ALL BY YOURSELF?:  Sing loudly.
    >
    >53. GIFT YOU WOULD LIKE TO GIVE YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER: Everything, if she’s the one for me…
    >
    >54. GIFT YOU WOULD LIKE RIGHT NOW: A life, a good one…
    >
    >55. SOMETHING YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE DISAPPEAR FROM THE WORLD:  Garbage and pollution…
    >
    >56. WHERE WOULD YOU GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?:  Someplace exotic… Free from disease and such.
    >
    >57. PLACE YOU WANT YOUR NEXT VACATION: Japan.
    >
    >58. IF THE PERSON YOU LOVED PASSED AWAY: I’d either become entirely depressed or join them.
    >
    >59. IF YOU FOUND 1 MILLION DOLLARS ON THE STREET: Invest and save… Also, buy a nice car and clothes.
    >
    >60. HABITS: Procrastinating.
    >
    >61. FAVORITE TV SHOW: Undergrads.
    >
    >62. YOUR FASHION: Baggy jeans and fitted shirts.
    >
    >63. TIMES WHEN I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF: When no one cares…
    >
    >64. THE ONE THING YOU WANT TO DO MOST RIGHT NOW: Chill with friends who like to chill…
    >
    >65. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU GOTTEN FLOWERS FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Zero.
    >
    >66. WHEN YOU ONLY HAVE BILLS AND YOU NEED CHANGE…: Ask people for change.
    >
    >67. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN STALKED?: Zero, I think? Ahh, that would be quite flattering…
    >
    >68. PERSON YOU THINK OF MOST WHEN YOU ARE IN THE RAIN: Depends…
    >
    >69. WORST MOVIE YOU’VE EVER SEEN: Some 80′s movies… and Darkness Falls.
    >
    >70. MOST EMOTIONAL MOVIE YOU’VE SEEN: Many…
    >
    >71. WHEN WERE U MOST ILL?: When I was young…
    >
    >72. WHEN ARE YOU HAPPIEST?: Loving, and finding that I am loved in return…
    >
    >73. FAVORITE GUM: Bleh…
    >
    >74. THE BIGGEST DIFFERENCE IN YOUR OPINION BETWEEN GUYS AND GIRLS: Physically, is a no brainer… Otherwise: girls will usually be there for their girls, and when one gets hurt emotionally they will be there for her… But for guys, if they get hurt emotionally, other guys will usually be like “Dude, you suck.” ^^ That’s why girls would have to be better friends than guys. It’s true.
    >
    >75. SOMETHING YOU LIKE TO EAT WHILE YOU DRINK ALCOHOL:  N/A
    >
    >76. SOMETHING YOU DO WHEN YOU’RE ANGRY: Take it out on myself… Punch myself in the stomach until it hurts and give up due to pain.
    >
    >77. ONE FOOD YOU WILL NOT EAT: Some Filipino foods… ew… and I’m half Filipino! discrace!
    >
    >78. MONTHLY ALLOWANCE: $120, thanks Mom ^^
    >
    >79. WHAT AGE WERE YOU TOLD SANTA DIDN’T EXIST?: He doesn’t exist!?! WHAT! OMFG… haha jk, I don’t know…
    >
    >80. WHAT DO THINK OF WHEN YOU SEE BABIES?: Dirty diapers… ew.
    >
    >81. WHAT DO YOU CARRY AROUND IN YOUR BACKPACK?: Books, money, pencils, dirt…
    >
    >82. FAVORITE SOFTDRINK:  Gingerale.
    >
    >83. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CUT BY A PAIR OF SCISSORS?: Nay.
    >
    >84. DO YOU SMOKE OR HAVE YOU EVER TRIED: Second hand once in a while, ONLY.
    >
    >85. FAVORITE ENGLISH SINGER/BAND:  N/A
    >
    >86. THE BOOK YOU WERE MOST IN TO: N/A
    >
    >87. HOW LONG CAN YOU TOLERATE A DATE WHO IS LATE: Guy rule (Yes, it’s very shallow >.>): 15 minutes, if she’s not that good looking. 30 mins if she’s cute. 45 mins, if she’s REALLY pretty. 60 mins if she’s total hotness. And if she means alot… 3 hours.
    >
    >88. WAY TO RELIEVE STRESS: Sleep.
    >
    >90. ANY SUPERSTITIONS?:  Close books and binders before test day, or you will fail.
    >
    >91. CLOTHES YOU ARE WEARING AT THE MOMENT: Some patterened, green/white CK shorts…
    >
    >92. FAVORITE QUOTE: “The only things in life you regret, are the risks you didn’t take.”
    >
    >93. FIRST PLACE YOU LOOK AT WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: Everywhere… ^_~
    >
    >94. BODY PART YOU HAVE BEEN MOST COMPLIMENTED ON:  N/A
    >
    >95. IF YOU WERE TO HAVE PLASTIC SURGERY: I was born this way… I am what I was ment to be.
    >
    >96. RELIGION: Catholic, but I don’t really believe it or goto church… Am I athiest? Well, the only thing possible is The Matrix? But I have a make believe religion that I would like to believe in if anything is true.
    >
    >97. WHAT IS LOVE?: Being willing to do almost anything for someone… while knowing that they love you back.
    >
    >98. SOMETHING YOU HEAR OFTEN FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX: “Hey, Matt”
    >
    >99. MOST MEMORABLE GIFT YOU’VE RECEIVED: A paper turtle folded from a Matrix:Reloaded ticket ^^
    >
    >100. LAST COMMENTS: Stupid thing waste my time
    >


  • Ah, working out is great… I sleep alot better, and it’s getting real addicted. I’m also focusing on what I eat. Damn if whey didn’t cost so much, I’d buy some and drink it down with water. I’ve been doing alot of research and I found that I should be consuming about 200 g of protein a day, due to my weight.


    Here’s a template similar to what I will be doing… 1 week rest for each muscle is a good amount of time for repairing muscles…
    Mon – Chest/Triceps/Abs
    Tue – Back/Biceps
    Wed – Rest, Cardio, and 30 mins swim
    Thu - Shoulders/Traps
    Fri – Rest, Cardio, and 30 mins swim
    Sat – Legs/Calves
    Sun – Rest, Cardio, and 30 mins swim

    I might eliminate one rest day… since I really like to keep busy.

    And plus it’s really helping me eat more… For dinner I had: 2 sandwiches, 2 cans of soup, 1 bag of lychee, 1/4 bag of carrot sticks, 4 pastries, and 3 cups of water. Yay, energy!!

    Anyways, in conclusion to todays entry. Everyone should work out. ^^


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    Ah, I just came back from watching Cirque Du Soleil Alegria like 3 hours ago… OMG it was absolutely amazing, each and every stage artist was indefinately talented. The show had almost everything: many many acrobats, beautiful vocalists, a strong man,  a fire guy, and that Chinese girl who can touch her ass to the back of her head… she’s soo fun to watch! ^^ And damn, the vocalists had such beautiful voices which went in perfectly with the music… OMG that was brilliant.


    Can’t wait ’till tomorrow, I get to work out again! I hate rest days, but damnit i need to repair muscles… I’m gettin’ a bit too addicted to the gym. So instead of 6 days a week, I’ll do a pattern of: 2 days gym, 1 day rest, 1 day gym, 1 day rest, repeat. BUT, I’ll go for 4 hours instead of my usual 2-3, Puahaha… -.-;;


    Anyways, it’s time to do homework… bleh… I need a life and some friends…



  • One Long Ass Entry… Ah, sorry everyone I’ve been rather busy studying, slacking off, and most importantly procrastinating all week long! OMG I got an interm report, yay! Blah, summerschool sucks. You don’t have to read it all or any of it, it’s more for my self. However, I will play with font sizes to make things interesting!


    Lately, I’ve been visiting the gym alot… I’ve been going to the one, in the recreational area of my apartment building. And wow! It’s great! No need to worry about hogging the machines or working out for too long. I worked out for 3 hours today, on almost every excercise - 60 to 200 reps on each. Alot of old people drop in, but they don’t really know how to use the equipment and don’t last too, too long. And that makes me feel more confident, okay it sounds absolutely stupid… But Matt needs confidence to grow and show the world what a bizarre and humorous person he is! – ie a unique case of mental retardum. (yes, retardum is a word – I checked the medical dictionary.)


    Yesterday was pretty good… I went to school (obviously) and took my test. Then I went to grand parent’s place and went with them downstairs to the “mall-part” of Crystal. Udon and california rolls! Damn, I’m gettin’ addicted to Japanese food, but best of all I didn’t pay!! ^_^ After, did a light workout at their gym, then did some biking with gavin (read next paragraph to see what happened)… After that we played crapass PS2 games, shit my modchip is messed up!! OMG it doesn’t play burnt PS2 games, why?! Then time flew and it was 6:30 PM. It occured to me I had a haircut appointment /w Julie. So, I rushed and made it on time! Later Eric came, I was bored so I went with the guy to return a DVD. Then we drank bubble tea at Bubble World, t’was okay… I shoulda got taro slush instead of mango strawberry slush, because I forgot I’m just not a mango kinda guy – and taro is kickass, disagree if you must but my statement is that it is KICKASS. After we just walked around then went our seperate ways. 2nd most retarted thing was salute Eric in a crowd of people when he said bye.


    Ahah, the most retarted sight one could ever see outside of their very own car window!! I got off my bike to look around, then gavin steals it and bikes away with it, peddling WITH his blades on. Then when I notice it and he’s far away, I went to chase the bastard to get my bike back, but it occurred to me that I was wearing a helmet chasing a guy with blades riding a bike! To give the cars passing by a little show or at least make them think “WTF!!” I raised both arms while running, Oh gawd – retard kodak moment of the year.


    I’m drifting away from laziness… Horrible!! I cook for myself, goto the gym as much as possible with the exception of my weekly “rest day”, and lastly start to study the art of GRAPHICS which may just perhaps be my career.


    Alritey, NOW it’s FWDed email time, except I put my stuff in.


    1) Starting Time: 7:54 PM
    2) Name(nicknames): Matthew, Matt, MKJ (Which is the first three initials of my longass name.)
    3) School: Templeton! Was gonna transfer away, but what the heck! Let’s see how this year goes….
    4) Birthday: April 22, 1986… All my life I’ve came across many who share the same B-Day.
    5)Email: matthewyok@hotmail.com, feel free to add me. BUT, if you attack my email, I will hurt you badly. ^_^
    6.)Eyes: Supposidly “brown eyes”, BUT my eyes are soo dark I would call them “BLACK”, haha black eye? O_o
    8) Siblings: None, and I’m glad. Except an older, smarter sibling could prove a good tutor. I gotta get one of those, eh…
    9) Ever been so drunk that u dont even remember?: Never drank more than a sip of alcohal. Wow, Matt’s a good boy – for now.
    10) Missed school b/c it was raining?  Uh, NO!
    12) Kept a secret from anyone: If it’s for myself? Naw, not really… But, if it’s for someone else, I’ll do all it takes to keep it.
    13)Had an imaginary friend? No, I’m crazy – but not that crazy.
    14) Wanted to hook up with a friend: Of course *wink wink*
    15) Cried during a Flick: I doubt it, but maybe tear a bit. LMAO
    16) Had a crush on a teacher: Eh, yes… of course.
    17) Ever thought an animated character was hot?: Yeah, but you have to realize that they’re NOT real. But, what’s the difference from a celebrety that you’ll most likely never meet?
    18 )Had a New Kids on the Block tape: Haha, I was far too young to even care or listen to them… All I knew when I was small that they were cool, and so was MC Hammer… LOL times change.
    19) Prank called someone: 911, then my elders got pissed… HAH!
    20)Been on stage? Elementry school play, band concerts and festivals – and lastly, grade 8 band concerts.
    ——————FAVORITES——————
    21) Shampoo: Herbal essences… That stuff smells soo good and makes my hair soo soft even though I gel it quite often.
    22)Soap: Lever 2000, for now…
    23) Colors: Green, black, tan… I like earth tones.
    24) Day/Night: Sunrise, night time, Sunset… Ahh I love them all.
    25)Drugs: Advil ^_^
    26) Online smiley face: -_-;;
    27) silk or satin: Silk, even though it came outta a worm’s ass – it’s a very beautiful fabric.
    28) Cartoon Character?: Ellie from Rave Groove Adventures.
    ——————MORE QUESTIONS!——————
    29) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: No girlfriend at the moment, have my eye on someone though. Ah… Must stay patient…
    30) Like anyone? : That is correct!
    31) Who have you known the longest of your friends?  Pat, first time we met he knocked my tooth out with a door and I cried… Aha, friends are cool…
    32) Who’s the loudest: Unknown.
    33) Who’s the shyest: Unknown.
    34) Who do you go to for advice: Anyone, I am too trusting – but, yea! I go for anyone for advice, but I take their advice on different levels, depending on my point of view on that person.
    35) Who do you cry with: I don’t really cry, but I do get depressed once in a while. BUT, when dust gets in my eyes they tear, does that count?
    36) Why do you cry?: Because dust gets in my eye!
    37) Have you cut your hair: When I was small, I cut a small lock of my hair… Wow fun.
    38) Been mean: Yea, and I get people pissed off when I try.
    39) Been sarcastic: All the time, my friend.
    40) Met someone new: Uhh, summerschool started… and I sorta met Connie.
    41) Talked to someone: Yes, I talk to her every night – or try.
    —————–HAVE YOU EVER??—————–
    42) Missed someone : Yup.
    43) Hugged someone:  Not in a long time… Hugs are nice ^_^
    44) Fought with your parents:  Aha! I used to argue so much when I was small, now I’m just like “Yea, ok whatever you say.”
    45) Wished upon a star: Yup… but also – I wished to god that it would snow and school would be cancelled, and OMG it did! SERIOUS!
    46) Laughed until you cried: Yes, in elem me and Pat used to laugh so damn hard until our stomachs hurt, good ol’ times – Things just ain’t as funny anymore, but I try!
    47) Watched a sunrise/sunset:  Sunset! But, never took the time to watch a sunrise! Too lazy, but one day I will… BUT I’m never gonna sleep on the beach, theres bums and they might steal your money or a kidney or something.
    48) Been to the beach at night:  Indeed!! Fireworks are fun…
    49) Read a book for fun: When I was in elem, all the time! But now I rather just stay on my computer or work out!
    50) Ate a meal: Always, I love to eat good food, just because good food is good!
    51) Are you lonely:  Not that much now, but I need my daily dosage of her on the phone to keep me happy.
    52) Are you happy:  The word is: content. But happy? Entirely happy!? No, one day hopefully…
    ——————More Questions——– Do you believe in….
    54) God/Devil:  I’m indecisive, but most of the time it’s a no. However, somethings seem so supernatural it really makes you wonder…
    55) True Love:  Gah, I don’t know about that. My answer would have to be: Negative.
    56) The Closet Monster:  Nope, my closet is so full of crap that I doubt any monster would be about to fit into it or even get out.
    57) The Big Bang Theory:  Erm… It’s possible. But I’ll keep all the possibilities open until it is proven fact. Which will be never, possibly?
    58) Heaven/Hell: Aha, heaven and hell is what you make of it.
    59) Superstition: Once in a while, but it doesn’t always work. So, I suppose it could be merely coincidence.
    60) What is your full name? MKJLLY (My initials)
    61) Favorite Band(s)/Singers? Too many: Tiesto, Airbase, Infected Mushroom, and many more…
    62) Last time you showered?  Couple hours ago after working out… Hot and sweaty I was.
    64) What is your computer desk made of? The material counters are made of, wheels, metal bars, and some wood… My favorite desk!
    65) What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?  7076
    66) What was the last thing that you ate?  Grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup – compliments of iron chef: Me! LMAO
    67) Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? Hawaii or someplace exotic me and my future wifey can relax and have an excellent time.
    68) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? That, I’ll keep to myself! ^_^ It’s too early to answer that question in this stage of life.
    70) How’s the weather right now?  Lovely
    71) Have you ever smoked pot?  Negative, and don’t try to influence me because I’m a curious person wanting to try a bit of everything.
    72) What did you do last night? Look in my BLOG.
    73) Favorite type of shoes?  Something with style that stands apart from others.
    74) How do YOU eat an Oreo? Smash it with a hammer into a gazillion peices with a sledge hammer, drench the crumbs with gasoline and burn it… otherwise, in every single way possible.
    75) Favorite food? Japanese food! Ah, I am soo in love with Japanese food, I eat everything. (OMFG STFU most Japanese people DO NOT eat shit or babies. Stupid people. LOL)
    78) Are you too shy to ask someone out?  Ah, a bit… I tend to give the relationship time to see who the person is first… Personality is everything.
    79) If you could change your name: I wouldn’t unless I wanted to hide, or got paid a million dollars… BUT, I am who I am. I was born with this name, and it was given to me.
    80) Where do you live? Burnaby, BC.
    81) What is the stupidest thing you have ever done? Consider suicide.
    82) What will your first son’s name be?:  Something unique, and not too generic… Something with edge that people will remember, but not make fun of.
    83) First daughter:  Ditto.
    84) Favorite Drink?  A variety of bubble tea, aswell as the occassional Starbuck’s latte.
    85) Do you like scary or happy movies better?   Anything with a well writen script and absolutely convincing acting, I wanna feel as if the movie is “the real thing”.
    86) On the phone or in person?  In person is great, but on the phone is also good at times.
    87) Lust or Love: Love is in the air…
    88) Do you consider cheerleading a sport? Negative.
    89) Do you want your friends to do this survey? Alritey
    90.)#of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake: 17 or plus 1 for good luck? Forgot!
    91) When is ur birthday? OMFG I just told you up there!! 04/22
    92) Pets: None at the moment. No time for them right now… Maybe in the future.
    93) Been to Africa?: Nope, I don’t want to go there… I rather visit Asia and Europe.
    94) Loved somebody so much it made you cry?:  Hah, so I thought… that was a long time ago… What was I thinking!
    95) Been in a car accident?: Yes, a couple.
    96) Favorite Movie:  Snatch.
    98) Favorite day of the week:  Friday.
    99) Favorite Flowers:  Orchid.
    100) When was your last hospital visit?: visited sum1? Visited my grandfather a while back, I’m glad he’s alright.
    101) When’s your bed time?:  11 PM to 4 AM
    102) What was that last movie you saw?:  Charlie’s Angels, Full Throttle. Wow, crappy script.
    104)Time finished: 8:41 PM



    Which Guilty Gear X character are you?

    And that’s it, folks. Thanks for stopping by, leave comments please! ^_^


  • As a human, the wanting and needing just never dies until you “die”. Some may argue, but it’s true. You need to eat, you need to breath, etc. I want a mentor, a tutor, a teacher, a maid, a shauffer, a butler, a slave…


    But, most of all… a damn haircut! I really gotta get outta this unattractive habit of gettin a haircut when it looks really bushy. Right when I get a haircut and if it’s done well, I have more confidence for some reason.


    Secondly… I noticed I’m gettin really lazy… if I don’t plan to encounter any one other than my father or grandparents or people who I don’t really care about how I look around them , THEN I won’t shave at all. I get whiskers, it’s not like I grow a santa beard over night. But, still… haha, I hate shaving, but it keeps me lookin clean.



    Anyways…

    That’s it for getting sidetracked away from studying/homework today! I suspect that I have either ADD or ADHD, and I need ritalin to concentrate!! I can’t stay on task for so long, and I have unexpected burst of energy at times! It scares people when I’m all quiet, then I’m like all hype and speaking really loud and energetic.

    I’m BACK! It’s 2:27 AM, I’ve been through some pattern of doing homework, studying, and getting sidetracked. While waiting for a certain someone’s phone call… Waited so long, bleh… I’ll sleep and hopefully they’ll wake me up! God, I’m hopeless… Endlessly thinking of someone I unfortunately rarely get to see. Hopefully I can see that person alot more soon. But, do I really stand a chance? I keep questioning myself. Information is difficult to attain and she’ll tell me anything eXcept who she likes. I doubt she’ll read this, since I typed alot today. Enough useless babbling about me and me. -MKJ



  • I feel way too lazy to say anything useful today. So, I’ll just put a bunch of quizzes who say who I am… O yea btw. goto www.colorgenics.com it’s worth it!


    Ah, personality quizzes and tests, once again


    Genious quiz. Yes, you tortured soul; you are a bona-fide misunderstood genius. You are creative and a thinker; you see the solutions to riddles and conundrums; you enjoy games of strategy and skill. You are extremely well-read in the topics that interest you and will obsessively research an obscure piece of trivia or arcana if it tickles your fancy.


    Are you your own person quiz: You are definitely your own person.
    You think your own thoughts and don’t seem to care what other people think of you. Instead of a follower you are leader of the pack. Your determination to have your own style and thoughts show people that you have your own mind and you stand by your convictions. You never fail to do what you believe is right and don’t care what others think.


    This one is pretty amazing: http://www.colorgenics.com//test/woods/woods.cfm


    What kind of archetype are you quiz: The whirlwind lives in the physical world; it receives its power from the machinations of the physical world and yet is not of the world. Its power comes from the whirlwind’s ability to sense how things might be and to proclaim this possibility with a great force and willingness to act.

    Patterns of life leave traces in the mind of the whirlwind, which it uses to understand not only the present but the future as well. The whirlwind has a tendency to be romantic, and can often be an idealist. This sense of how the world can be is often expressed with self-deprecatory humor, which can alleviate some of the tensions that might arise from such idealism.