Month: May 2003

  • I KNOW NO ONE READS IT, AND I DON’T CARE.


    So tired and exhausted… So entirely tired that it took me a bit to realize that tired and exhausted have the same meaning -.-;; I wanna sleep until I wake up… maybe a new record? we’ll see…


    The day started off with ss and bio tests, then lead on to lunch where I enjoyed a yummy, delicious, and nutritious mozza burger. bleh, maybe not that nutritious. Theeen, I finished Run Lola Run, in CAPP class… and THeeen… Free block, for doing some spanish video crap. Ofmgfg… So screwed, We gotta do all the filming on school nights, cause Tarlington screwed us over and jackked all our precious equipment. Them bastards. -.-;;


    After school went to gavins, played some crap ass boring games and fell asleep. Then eric came, we played more Soldier of Fortune 2… Went to metro drank green apple. They blade, I walk… Go my place and chillax. Boring. Fell asleep like 5001 times. But having company and being bored with others is better then alone, right?


    Damn, why ‘she’ in such a not talkative mood? Makes me feel bleh. But, I can’t get mad at her. LOL, its impossible. Odd? -.-;;

  • Hungry, thirsty…  What will I do… Decisions are so difficult to make. I am one of the most indecisive people. Can’t wait to see her again… Damnit I sound really desperate, ewww… I’m not though…


    Anyways, for those who reply to my idiotic statements and bitching and moaning. (I’m joking) Thank you for reading! I would spice this up with more pics, but I’m lazy.


    Have an excellent day, bye~

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    You are The Twins-
    You are The Twins, from “The Matrix.”
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    Judicial.
    Neutrality.
    World-Renouned.
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  • Yesterday, I went to Metro… Met up with tiff and her friends… I saw matrix:reloaded for the 2nd time and fully understood it this time. In the theatre I couldn’t stop looking at tiff, omg she’s soo, soo cute. I wish that she coulda came to my place tho… bleh.


    I feel as if there is an empty spot in my chest that hungers for something, someone… Loneliness is more painful than physical pain of any sort… I’m too lazy to study for any finals right now… I’m not in the mood.


    I dunno what to do for my “future”… Theres 3d animation, the gaming industry, and programming which are high possibilities. But if I turn away into a different direction, I also wonder what it would be like to be the director of photography within movies and such. Fashion designer? ROFL sounds fun and I am capable but I don’t want to be marked gay, especially when I’m not. >_>



  • In life everyone is entirely alone, some may disagree with this. For I have seen the world in an odd perspective and many perspectives.


    Kind individuals which some may call friends, never the less many of them will come and go for various reasons. Yet those who dismiss friendship rather than unintentionally leaving, are not true friends. Things happen, people feel hurt for so many reasons. In a world so large there are millions of possibilities, scenarios, and such. Cruel and unusual punishment is everywhere and comes in many forms, yet we still cease to prevent it.


    Perhaps I am really too sensitive at times, if not always. I feel pain within my heart with a much deeper meaning.AND no, I’m not having a heart attack. (–Comic relief)


    Anyways, whoever I’m talking about I know they will never take the time to read this. However, I am sorry that you no longer wish to ever talk to me again. Damn you’re so confusing, you’re like a jigsaw puzzle where all the peices don’t line up properly!

  • What a looong busy day… So I’ll just briefly summarize it for you!


    1) Wake up @ 7:00 AM…


    2) Slack off and eat etc…


    3) Leave at 9:08…


    4) Get to West Georgia St. @ 9:40~ish…


    5) Goto 7-11, buy water – since I don’t wanna goto AI too early!


    6) Goto AI @ 9:52 AM…


    7) AI, AI… I might go there for post secondary! Made my spaceship in Maya 4.5… The guest speaker got noobed… kakaka….


    8) Eat McD’s… Ew… I wish there was a A&W…


    9) AI over… maybe goto guest speaker on weekdays etc. and meeting after summer…


    10) Go Skytrain… Go home…


    11) Go metro…


    12) Miss 3:15 show.. SOLD OUT…


    13) 3:45 show… SOLD OUT…


    14) Playdium… burn some time and money…


    15) 4:15 show… SOLD OUT… no wait… I got in!


    16) Walk around…


    17) AYJ got his $2 eaten by a transfer machine @ skytrain… Had fun beating that thing up, but I still wish i punched harder… I advised him to phone the transit #… They sent a useless agent which we humiliated and threw tomatoes at. (not exactly)

  • LIST OF JOBS THAT ARE SUGGESTED FOR MYSELF:

    Industrial Designer Animator Computer Network Specialist Fashion Designer Director of Photography Recording Engineer Film Editor Artist Computer Animator Graphic Designer Film Processor Medical Illustrator Telephone Operator Disc Jockey Desktop Publisher Cartoonist / Comic Illustrator Bookbinder Sound Technician Web Site Designer Video Game Developer Multimedia Developer Lighting Technician Special Effects Technician Air Traffic Controller Sign Maker Electrician Cabinetmaker Electronics Assembler Model Maker Director GIS Specialist Musical Instrument Builder and Repairer Business Systems Analyst Computer Support Person Composer Database Developer Musician Upholsterer Web Developer Boilermaker


    Hah, things have changed over the past year! I really don’t give a shit how people may perceve me. what matters most is not who people are, its who they become. I’ve found that classical music has actually enhanced my concentration abilities, yet not my motivation…


    alot more i find that i’m acting like a total tard at times or some sort of hyperactive ADD freak with the spontanious bursts of energy. (I suppose, I don’t have ADD? or perhaps I do, but technically everyone can be diagnosed with ADD due to these flawed tests that doctors use… not that i’ve taken any.) i take great pleasure in receiving the odd reactions and weird looks from other people. to be able to move people in some manner is greater than to not at all.. verdad?


    Anyways, yea… So being yourself is good, right? even if you’re a retard… yea ok. I noticed not many reply to my submissions EVER. whatever… the picture of the day is……


    That guy from Battle Royale (Japanese movie)… Yes, he got shotgunned even though he killed about 20 people! Puaahhahah.. KTHXBYE.


  • I’m listening to classical music, Vivaldi – Concerto in B minor, no 10 allegro. Still even to today, classical music is loved by billions. To be a composer and have people look up to you and your brilliance for centuries to come must be some acheivement. Pity, I live in such cruel times. Musicians of today will be forgotton much easier. For we live in a time of congested populations and a hunger for mainstream music. I beg to differ.


    This week is truely neverending and it has worn me out. I am restless in my search for rest in a peaceful location. DAY AFTER DAY, endless work. Filming, drawing, studying. OMG, what is wrong? This is my truely defined rest of the day… Xanga? Bleh, how boring. Atleast I have a way to express myself.


    The workshop yesterday was somewhat entertaining, I felt lost… Yet, it was fun! Maya 4.5 is really a work of art, being able to do so much with it would be a great acheivement. Lets see where it takes me over the years…


    Red algae… gorgeous.

  • School, it can really affect your life… Due to projects, I have become more and more busy on weekends. I have group/solo projects, and CAPP workshops. No more 24 hour, intense gaming sessions for me! Addiction compared to what you may call ‘a life’. Nevertheless, hopefully someone kind will free me one day.


    Keeping busy is nice, but it just shows me how alone I’ve been since forever and a day. I must fix this, somehow.


    Games have affected my life since I was 5. Without them, I would probably be an A student. I am an addict and a mediocre mark student, Horrible!! Hopefully life will keep a spot for me reserved in 3d animation or videogame design, I have the creativity to make it! I am a freelance artist!!


    Please, don’t give up on life. The road is rough and long, yet we can do it! We can make it… Right?


    Back to watching some Japanese/Korean movies. Laate.


    BTW. Goto www.digitallyimported.com !! Awesome radio, classical, deep house, trance, you name it. Enjoy!